The Witch and the Priest
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The Witch and the Priest
Hilda Lewis
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ALFRED T. G. BLACKMORE
Foreword
In 1618, Margaret and Philippa Flower were tried at Lincoln for witchcraft. On their own confession they were found guilty and hanged. The Witchcraft Tomb in the church of St Mary, at Bottesford in Leicestershire, still bears witness to their deeds. An account of their trial is to be found in a pamphlet entitled:
The wonderful Discoverie of the Witchcrafts of M argaret and P hilip F lower , Daughters of J oan F lower , neere B ever C astle ; executed at Lincolne, March XI , 1618; who were specially arraigned and condemned before Sir H enry Hobart and Sir E dward Bromley, Judges of Assize, for confessing themselves Actors in the Destruction of Henry lord Rosse with their damnable Practices against others the children of the Right Honourable Francis earle of Rutland. Together with the severall Examinations and Confessions of Anne Baker , Joan Willimott, and Ellen Greene , Witches in Leicestershire.
Printed at London by G. Eld and J. Barnes, dwelling in the Longe Walke, neere Christ Church. 1619.
The casting of the spells as described in this book follows their confessions; and the celebrations of the Witches’ Sabbath are described in the confessions of witches throughout Christendom. Whether the casting of these spells actually brought about the desired end; whether the witches actually flew or drugs lent them the illusion of flying, does not matter. What matters is that the witches themselves believed in their supernatural powers. And so the dark tale unfolds according to its own dark laws. The law against witches does not prove that there be any: but it
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punishes the malice of those people that use such means to take away men’s lives. If one should profess that by turning his hat thrice and crying out buz he could take away a man’s life, though in truth he could do no such thing, yet this were a just law made by the State that, whoever should turn his hat thrice and cry buz with the intention to take away a man’s life, shall be put to death. John Selden. 1584–1654.
The Table-Talk.
The land is full of witches. I have hanged five and twenty of them . . . They have on their bodies divers strange marks at which, as some of them have confessed, the Devil sucks their blood, for they have foresworn God, renounced their baptism and vowed their services to the Devil.
Sir Edmund Anderson. Lord Chief Justice. 1530–1605.
. to my beloved sister, Hester Davenport, widow of this parish; and, upon her death, the sum aforesaid, to be used for the building and maintaining of a hospice for four poor women of this parish . . .
The Reverend Samuel Fleming put down his pen. Now why had he done that? There were bequests more worthy of his charity – a sum to maintain some poor scholar at Cambridge, his own university; a legacy to some poor parson, heaven knew they were hard put to it, some of them, to keep body and soul together. Learning, piety – were not these more important than the comfort of old women who could always beg a crust or scrape a few vegetables from the ground or find an armful of kindling in the woods?
He moved restless, knowing his answer and not relishing it. No. There was nothing so pitiful, so utterly helpless as old women – if they were ugly enough or poor enough; nobody in such need of succour. Children threw stones after them; and parents, far from checking their brats, called names after them harder than stones, more death-dealing than stones; calling . . . witch.
Witch. The word had haunted him this twelvemonth, a burden upon his heart, ever since the women had gone to their death. . . . Hand still upon the paper, he heard the tapping of Hester’s heels along the flagged passage; even before her knock fell upon the door he had thrust the writing into a drawer – Hester fretted
sufficiently about his altered looks without a reminder in the shape of a will.
Her head still dark beneath the muslin cap came round the door; brother and sister looked at each other. It was hard to believe there was but a few years between them. But, though his hair had whitened completely this last year, the likeness between them was clear – the good forehead, the eyes kindly yet shrewd repeating the promise of mouth and chin.
‘Samuel,’ she said, sharp yet tender, too, ‘your thoughts run on the matter again! Why must you torment yourself? It makes an old man of you before your time.’
‘I have passed my threescore years and ten . . .’ he reminded her, rueful.
‘What of it?’ she asked stoutly, pitying his frail looks. ‘Last year your hair was dark as my own – or almost. And you carried yourself upright as any man. And now . . . now . . . Samuel, they were witches.’ She nodded vigorously, ‘They were witches all three!’
‘Joan Flower never confessed,’ he reminded her, sombre. ‘With her dying breath she protested her innocence.’
‘What did you expect? She denied. But God spoke.’ She saw how he looked about the pleasant room as though, even now, the quiet air held some imprint of that dreadful day. ‘As for the daughters,’ she said, very firm, ‘nothing could be clearer; they confessed – who should know that better than you? They confessed everything.’
He sighed, remembering Margaret all tears and terror; remembering Philippa all brag and bravado. Yes, it was true. Joan Flower had been a witch; and she had brought them – the two young girls – to the Devil. She would have gone to the gallows with them, had she not been lucky enough to die first.
What was it, he asked himself for the hundredth time, that brought men and women to the Devil? They lived poor and wretched, blind and diseased often as not; and in the end they died on the gallows.
He raised his troubled head. ‘What is this power the Devil has so that men and women willingly renounce their part in God? Is it that God’s servants are not so zealous as the Devil’s? It is a question I should ask – indeed, must ask. I am a priest and the women were of my flock. I knew Joan Flower when her goodman was alive and there were no tales either of whoring or of witchcraft. Yes, and I baptized her daughters. A decent woman, so I thought; not-over devout; but coming now and then to church and bringing her girls with her.’
‘Yes, she made some show of virtue,’ Hester told him. ‘Whether to shield her daughters from her ugly ways, or to shield herself from their eyes, who can say? When the girls left home she was not ashamed to show herself in her true colours. She came to church when it pleased her – which was seldom enough! It was then the tales began to go about. Oh no, not of witchcraft but of the shocking life she led – of the men she welcomed at all hours; Peate and the others.’
‘I rebuked her,’ Samuel Fleming said. ‘I preached against her from the pulpit. But –’ and he sighed, ‘much good that did, seeing she was not there to hear.’
‘The village heard; and it turned its back on her,’ Hester reminded him. ‘But much she cared, snug in her cottage carousing with her men.’
‘I was not zealous enough. I should have gone into her house. I should have wrestled with her soul.’
‘You did go.’
‘Once. Once only.’ And he sighed remembering how he had allowed himself to be driven away. Oh, she had been polite enough, dusting a stool that he might sit. But hostility had streamed from her, pushing him out. He had felt not a priest but an intruder. He had not gone there again.
Even when the tales began to change their character – that was after the girls came home – still he had done little enough . . . until it was too late. He had barely listened; it was
all too fantastic. The Flower women were whores; but they were not witches.
‘You know,’ he told Hester now, ‘I smiled – actually smiled, God forgive me – at the notion of this quiet and peaceful parish of mine suddenly producing a crop of witches. I forgot there were other peaceful parishes where people went quietly about their business; and then, suddenly –’
‘– the witches about their ugly work!’ Hester finished. ‘Pendle and Chelmsford, St Oses, and Warboys, and Derby –’ she counted on her fingers, ‘oh and more than I can remember. Do not trouble your heart, Samuel. The hangings of last year are justified. The confessions fitted into each other like a neat piece of dovetailing. They were guilty; all of them guilty; beyond any doubt, guilty.’
But for all that he was troubled still. He looked about him; the fine calf bindings of his books, the good rugs upon the polished floor, the rich smell of his tobacco, could not reassure him. This room, he thought, would never be free of the women. Always they would be here, coming between him and his work, between him and his prayers, tormenting him with their accusations.
‘They were brought to justice. Their own tongues proclaimed it!’ Hester cried out, passionate at the care in his face.
‘But . . . were they?’ he asked, insistent. ‘Suppose they believed they were able to do mischief by witchcraft but were unable to do mischief? After all, the King himself, that mighty witchhunter, even he has his doubts – and says so. Once he exhorted all men – and in particular such of us as are priests and justices – to be zealous against witches. Now he exhorts us to caution. Fear and malice on the part of the accusers, too-hasty decision on the part of the judges – these King James thinks have been too long a canker in the body of the State.’
‘That comes well from him!’ She went over and took from a shelf a copy of De Demonologia and put it down, open, before him.
Samuel turned the pages. ‘It is, I suppose,’ he said, ‘the most damning tract against witchcraft. And yet – how long before
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the King declares there’s no such thing as witches at all? He’s honest. If he thinks fit to alter his mind, he’ll say so.’
‘One can hardly quarrel with that . . I suppose,’ she said thoughtful.
‘All very well for the King! But how about those that obeyed his command? In particular, how about priests and magistrates and judges? And how about those poor souls who have already suffered under the King’s justice?’
And it was at him again – a dog at his throat – the old question.
‘Hester,’ he said; and again, ‘Hester. There is a question I ask myself and go on asking . . . and can find no answer. How if the poor hanged creatures were nothing but desperately unhappy; a little crazy, maybe with their miseries? Or – how if they were poor, merely; and ugly and ignorant and uncouth? That – and nothing more?’
Hester seated herself at the table, spreading the skirts of her silk gown.
‘They were guilty,’ she said. ‘Why else would they confess to crimes they never did? They knew well enough confession would bring them to the gallows.’
‘It is not hard,’ he told her sadly, ‘to think of a reason – to think of any number of reasons. Fear of the gallows to begin with; and a most desperate hope to escape it by a show of penitence. Or pride; inordinate pride driving them to confess to crimes they never committed. Or belief, perhaps; belief that they can, indeed, alter the laws of Nature. Or else hopelessness; knowing that truth in one, cannot stand against the lies of the many. How many, many times has evidence been found to be false? More than one witch – so-called – has been hanged by the lying tongue of a spiteful child that knew not what it did.
Oh Hester! Magistrates and judges alike are godfearing men . . . yet innocent folk have hanged. Once we accept the fact of witchcraft, we must accept, also, the confession. I, myself, would have gone on believing in both to the end of my days had
I not had a hand in the death of those women. Was I a righteous judge or a credulous old man? It is a question I ask . . . and go on asking.’
‘The responsibility was not yours.’ She put out a hand to comfort him. ‘You did not judge the women. You were one of the magistrates – and only one of them. You examined; you did not judge. You found there was a case to answer and you sent them forward to the Assize. The judge that hanged them was the Chief Justice himself!’
‘That should comfort me,’ he said, ‘but . . . it does not, it does not. Try as I may I cannot shift responsibility from where it belongs – my own shoulders. Others may acquit me; my own heart – never. For the plain truth is this. The trouble began long before they were brought before me as a magistrate. And I should have known it. I should have dealt with them as a priest. Before everything I am a servant of God. If I had gone again to Joan Flower; if I had striven again and again – might not everything have been different? But, having rebuked her, I was content to forget her, yes, even when the tales named her not only whore, but witch.
Hester, there is a question I ask myself, ask and cannot leave asking. Have I been a bad shepherd, not loving all men equally, nor reckoning their souls of equal worth?’
‘You are no angel,’ she told him, drily, ‘to love all men equally; nor are all souls of equal worth! No, do not argue the point! Can you pretend that the soul of any one of those wicked women is worth the soul of – let us say – Francis?’ And she looked at him very straight.
She had hit her nail shrewdly upon the head; he was forced to admit it. For he loved Francis Manners above all men.
‘Francis!’ he said softly. The lines of his face relaxed and she was glad, knowing him released, for a little while, of his burden, as chin on hand, his thoughts went back to other days, more innocent days.
‘I remember so well the day he was born and the joybells pealing. I baptized him; I carried him in my arms when he was sick, played with him when he was well. I loved him as a man loves his own son. And now Francis is the sixth earl. Four earls I have seen . . . four earls. But then . . . forty years. It’s a long, long time.’
His thoughts went back remembering Edward, the uncle of Francis, who had first brought him to Belvoir. Students at Cambridge together – King’s men both and good friends – though one had been heir to a great earldom and the other a simple scholar. When Edward succeeded to the title he’d invited his friend – already a fellow of King’s and beginning to be known as a subtle disputant – to be his own chaplain.
Life was good those days to the two young men; up at the Castle, down at the Rectory – for Edward had given him the living of Bottesford – each busy about his duties; and plenty of time for riding and hunting and talking.
And then Edward died – young, like so many of his family; and his brother had taken the title. But John had not long enjoyed his dignities. By the end of that same year he, too, was dead, leaving his two young sons Roger eleven and Francis eight.
Delightful lads; good to look upon, upright and forthright like all the Manners. But even then there had been a difference between them. Roger weighted with his new dignities – eleven years old and an earl! – had shown a clear, hard pride. But Francis, ah Francis. There had always been a simplicity about him; the simplicity that comes not from a great name but from a great soul. And that simplicity had been his undoing.
Samuel Fleming sighed deeply.
How much of that candour, that trust in men had come from his own fostering? He had himself strengthened the boy’s innate gentleness and trustingness, holding before the child the greatest of all Models. Had he made Francis too vulnerable?
‘Francis,’ he told Hester now. ‘From the very first so sweet, so trusting a nature. And I – God forgive me if I was wrong – strove
to keep him so. I should have remembered his great position and the jealousies of men. I should have striven to make him hard; hard and shrewd. Instead I have made him vulnerable.’
‘Francis is not vulnerable. He is strong. How many men could suffer what he has suffered and kindness not turn to poison within him?’
‘Yet he is changed,’ Samuel said, sadly. ‘So old and cold and shut within himself. Only forty and no more joy in life!’
‘He will come back to his own nature,’ Hester promised. ‘And joy will come with it.’
‘A little time ago goodwill to all men shone from him like a light.’
‘It was like warming your hands at a good fire.’ Hester nodded. They fell to silence both of them, remembering how the young life that had begun so fair grew overcast – and overcast indeed. Yet Francis had borne it all with a perfect patience.
He had married young and death had robbed him of his bride. And though he had married again to raise up sons, and though Cecilia was loving and kind to his motherless little girl, the death of his first love had all-but overthrown him.
And then, a few years later, brother followed wife into the grave; and not the earldom with all its honours, all its riches could comfort him. Yet, this, too, he had taken with courage, carrying his grief in silence, bearing himself kindly and showing himself serviceable to all – rich and poor alike.
And then came two little sons to bring light and laughter to his sad house. But the new life he had built with such courage he had not been let to enjoy. He had been made to suffer as few men suffer. Still he had borne it with a most sweet courage, comforting Cecilia and hiding his own heart’s pain; scanting none of the duties of his great calling and taking all from the hand of God, not knowing it had come from the hand of the Devil.
It had all begun over six years ago – the winter of sixteen twelve. Henry, the elder boy, had peaked a little. ‘It is nothing,’ Cecilia said. ‘A childish ailment. With the spring it will pass.’
But neither with spring nor summer had it passed. Instead, the first of the fits had fallen upon the four-year old. And then fit following fit, coming quicker, coming stronger, lasting longer . and the frightened child growing daily weaker, and the physicians unable to find cause or cure.
Through the long summer days the child had wasted to his death. Little Henry with his sturdy limbs and his rosy cheeks – what had he to do with the wasted shell they had lowered into the grave?
Samuel Fleming sighed deeply. He had been glad, almost, to see the tormented child quiet at last. He had thought, God has taken him. Now there is neither hope nor fear. Now there is peace for us at last.
Well, he had been wrong!
Quite suddenly the sickness had struck again – struck Catharine, beloved child of her father’s first marriage; struck the baby Francis, doubly treasured because he was the only son now – Lord Roos, heir to the earldom.
Catharine had thrown off her sickness, the wild, headstrong little girl. But the baby had followed his brother into the grave.
Still Francis had borne himself patiently, not complaining against God nor blaming any man. He had gone to London as usual to attend the King at Newmarket and Whitehall. Everything according to custom . . . except that a little coffin had gone with him for burial at Westminster.
No-one at court – even those who knew him well – had guessed at the depths of his sorrow, except the King, perhaps. James, for all his foolishness, had an understanding heart; sometimes his foolishness was lit by gleams a wise man might envy.
But fate had not done with Francis yet. On his return home the sickness struck again – the strange, dire sickness, sparing his wife as little as himself; as though God had meant to put an end to him and his family altogether.
It was then that the whispering changed its tone. Now it was
no longer satisfied to call the Flower women whore ; it called them witch. And it was then he should have listened, he their pastor; and listened all the more since Francis refused. Francis, in those days, believed well of all men. That any of his people – his own people to whom heart and purse were ever open – should wish him evil, was a thing not to be considered. So he had continued steadfast in his sickness, bearing all with patience and trusting in God.
Samuel Fleming rose and paced restless; catching Hester’s worried look he said sadly, ‘It was that – being brought face-toface with the wickedness of his own people – broke Francis at the last.’
‘Men like Francis are not broken; they are stronger for their grief. He will come back. You will see.’
‘God grant it!’ he said. Francis may return, he thought, but I shall not see it, not with these mortal eyes.
Hester went over and stood by him. ‘Francis will come home and you will see him. Certainly he will come home to his own place and to those that love him.’
He turned his head that she might not see his grief and stared out over the bright garden. Francis will not come; not yet; not for a long while yet . . if ever. He has fled from the great house bereft of the children. . . . Yet come home, come home, Francis. You have wandered enough. You have turned your back on Christian lands, your only companions black savages, unbaptized . . .
And, standing there, sending his heart out to Francis, he fancied he knew what the reply would be. Black savages are more white, more Christian than my own baptized people of Bottesford
But still he went on beseeching. We are lonely without you, castle and village. Come home, Francis, and beget yourself an heir.
‘It is time Francis came home and begot himself an heir!’ Hester said suddenly with the trick she had of speaking his thoughts.
‘I pray for it night and day.’ He fetched a deep sigh, thinking, how, in the good days before the trouble there had always been visitors up at the Castle; not only the King and his friends but
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wits and scholars and poets. Now the great house seemed empty as a tomb. ‘A man needs to rub up his wits,’ he told Hester sadly. ‘Mine are more than a little dusty.’
How lonely he is, she thought, watching the restless play of the fingers. Loneliness makes a man restless. . . .
‘Dear Samuel, will you not walk abroad a little this fine day?’ she asked, knowing that, as always, his sad heart must lead him to his church; and God would, for a little, take away his loneliness.
‘Why yes!’ he said and picked up his hat and cloak. He stepped into the wide flagged passage and through the kitchens; it was the quicker way; and besides, he loved the wide cool rooms with the great ovens and the scrubbed tables and the bright pans.
Jennet, the young maid, lifted a face all rosy from the fire and smiled. ‘Are you wanting the Mistress?’ she asked bobbing to her curtsey. He shook his head returning her smile and stepped out-of-doors.
Spring was warm in the rectory garden; he could feel life stirring in the black, moist earth, and in the bare espaliers on the old yellow walls. He crossed the planks that led from the garden across the little river and into the churchyard. The smell of violets went with him all the way.
It was quiet within the church of St Mary the Virgin; chilly, too, after the springtime garden. Cold struck upward from the stone floor, through to the bones of the old man. He knelt, a little clumsy, to thank God, as he always did, that his work had fallen in so fair a spot. He rose and looked about him, loving this church of his.
Gold candlelight upon gold alabaster; and men and women lying here in the dignity of their last sleep. Even that frail countess, who fearing childbirth, had chosen to die instead, lay there, the fruit ungathered from the womb. Yes, even she, with her sick childish face and her thin body – save for the rounded belly – partook of that same high dignity of death.
The candles threw a warm light upon the altar and upon
the rough-hewn figure of Robert de Roos, watching over his buried heart. His body lay elsewhere, but his heart rested in this beloved place.
He turned to consider the empty space on the south side of the chancel. Here the child Henry lay. ‘It is very lonely for a little boy,’ Catharine had said with one of her rare flashes of imagination. ‘Why did my father take Francis to lie in Westminster? Now it is lonely for them both.’
‘They are not lonely any more,’ he had said to comfort this curious child already half-woman. ‘They are God’s lambs and they lie in his bosom.’
‘Lambs like better to frisk and play,’ she had said and had turned abruptly and left him lest he should see tears in the large, dark eyes. A proud girl hiding her wild heart.
Francis, too, would sleep here one day; already the mason had made his drawings for the tomb. Samuel did not like them very much – a great stone canopy arched high above the figure of Francis lying between his two wives; the great folds of their skirts overflowed on each side, engulfing him like the waves of the sea. The little boys knelt at their father’s feet, and, at his head, Catharine.
It was all too large, too pretentious; and it was too ugly, too sad – each little boy carried a skull – this dwelling upon death.
But though it was best for Francis to turn his back upon the past, Samuel himself could not forget it. He never entered this church of his where the child lay and where the Flower women had once knelt, without asking himself how he had failed? How much was his own fault? And lately, and more insistent than ever, Were the women truly witches?
It was at him again, the question that had haunted him this twelvemonth; and, again he answered it.
They had been witches if ever witches existed. And that witches did exist was beyond doubt. Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live. The Scriptures had it plain.
But he could not comfort himself that way.
These were the ancient scriptures of the Jews. Men had learnt mercy since then . . or had they?
He turned from the altar and paced the stone flags of the aisle; empty pews stretched to left and right.
If there were no witches, how was it that cattle had been curiously slain; and men, women and children died unnaturally and horribly? If these things had not been brought about by witchcraft, then they had happened through human wickedness. Witchcraft or poison – the evil-doer deserved to die. Murder was still murder.
And what of those who willed evil; who employed no means but an evil spirit – not the familiar spirit, but their own wicked will? The will to slay. Then such a man deserved to die also whether he had actually brought his wickedness about or not. Surely he who has murdered in his heart is as guilty as he who has done the deed! He turned again to face the altar.
Spite and evil; these things are never harmless. They are essences set free to work destruction. And yet, if for ill-wishing alone, a man deserved to die, there wouldn’t be enough gallows in England to hold them all! Besides, though the will to slay is evil, it is still not so evil as the deed. For before the deed is done a man may be drawn to repent; but the victim dead, God Himself cannot undo it.
The deed is done. A little child goes down in fear and pain into the grave. . . . Henry would be eleven now; a comely boy; a steady eye; his father’s noble spirit. That had been clear in him, young as he was. And the other child, an infant; scarce more than a babe at the breast when the trouble began. Six years old when he had died. He would be eight now or thereabouts.
So much beauty, so much promise lost! If the children had died by human wickedness – whether by witchcraft or any other means – then one need not lament unduly upon what charge the murderers had died.
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He shook his head at that piece of sophistry. When the law takes away a man’s life, then everyone must be clear about the reason.
Yet he went on arguing with himself.
If the witches had not died when they did, maybe Francis and Cecilia, yes and Catharine, too, would be lying here beside this child.
But even that could not quiet his conscience.
The only ones that could speak as to their innocence were the women themselves. And they had spoken – the mother denying; the daughters confessing. What had led Margaret and Philippa to embrace a shameful death? Had it been the Devil betraying his own? Or God in his infinite mercy condemning the flesh that the soul might live?
But . . suppose they had been innocent?
His heart began to race again so that he was forced to lean more heavily upon the altar rail.
Had their tongues been loosed by the cruelty of man to man? Had they said anything – anything at all – for a little sleep, a little respite from the continual questions? He had heard of such things .
. . . In other places, perhaps. But not here; not here in Bottesford where he sat on the Bench with Eresby and Manners and Pelham – good Christians all.
Not that, oh God, not that!
He went carefully upon his knees. A year ago he had been certain of the justice they had received; now he was no longer sure. Innocent people had been hanged before! Dear Christ, show him the truth; the truth about the women in whose death he had played his part.
He rose stiffly and, on his way out, paused for a moment at the place where his brother lay buried – Abraham, scholar and wit dying unexpectedly, dying peacefully here, before all the trouble began. Would to God he himself had died then! God grant, at
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least, that he also lay his tired bones in this dear place! He shut the heavy door behind him. His feet took him without his knowing through the churchyard and over the little stone bridge he himself had built – a nearer way for people to come into church – and through the marketplace and along the lane where, the track disappearing into a copse, the witches’ cottage still stood. Its windows were broken now, where the villagers had thrust their billhooks, and weeds were growing high as the low chimney; there was grass springing in the thatch. No-one came near it now, not even in broad daylight. Evil clung about it, they said. You would never know when you mightn’t turn to face a wicked ghost. That was all nonsense of course. And yet, even in this bright spring morning there was something forbidding about the place. His feet went stumbling upon the trailing bushes and he put out a hand to steady himself. He found himself staring into the red eyes of a cat – a white and spiteful cat that seemed in two minds whether it should fly at his throat or run back into the bushes.
He all-but crossed himself.
He all-but crossed himself; then, remembering the King’s changing views on the subject of witches and that a priest must lead his flock against superstition, in secret as well as in public, his arm fell. But all the same, Rutterkin, he challenged, with the name of Joan Flower’s familiar. The cat was no longer there. Had it slunk away so quickly that his old eyes had not been good enough to follow it? Or had it disappeared – by magic?
And, suddenly, he found himself calling Joan Flower’s name in the deserted place. And now the question that had tormented him this twelvemonth burst forth. Did we wrong you bitterly, you and your two daughters? Or were you rightly judged? Tell me. Tell me, Joan Flower.
There was no answer. He called again, more urgently. Were you a witch, Joan Flower? Were you a witch?
And now he heard a sound like the sighing of a long-dead voice . . . or perhaps it was the sighing of his own heart.
You judged me.
And suddenly she was there – Joan Flower as he had seen her last – dark hair streaked with grey, falling ragged about her face; and that face twisted to one side in a dreadful grin as she lay dying of the fit that had stricken her down.
And now he remembered the first time he had seen her – thirty years ago; and how he had stared to find so exotic a creature in his remote village. A tall young woman with a high bosom and a fine carriage. Sixteen – though she’d looked older – when she came limping into Bottesford on her blistered feet. Come from beyond
Derby; and before that from London. Brought up in a gentleman’s house she’d said when he questioned her fine speech. Her father? She didn’t know – never set eyes on him. A foreign gentleman her mother said; Italian or Spanish or Scots. Her mother? A servant; a good servant; clever with her needle. So they’d kept the child; spoiled her above a little. She’d been let to play, at times, with the little lady of the house – an only child and lonely. When she was old enough, the young lady had taken her to be her maid – that was where she’d picked up her fine speech. They’d turned her away at the last and she not yet fifteen. Why? Her mother was dead and the young visiting gentlemen too free with their glances . . .
That was her tale, the Bottesford gossips said, resenting from the first that foreigner with her fine looks and her fine ways and her fine speech.
John Flower, honest fellow, had seen her and fancied her; married her, too. Paid for what he might have had for nothing – so the gossip went. A bad woman, a bad wife, a foreigner.
Well, as to the truth of all that he didn’t know. Gossip had held its tongue while her husband lived; John Flower had a strong arm – and knew how to use it. But certainly she’d looked foreign enough with her great dark eyes, and the proud shoulders, and the black hair that streamed backwards beneath its scarlet riband. What decent married woman of Bottesford would go about capless and all tied about with scarlet ribands? As for John Flower, maybe he had made a bad bargain. A silent sad man – when the drink was not in him – he’d said nothing. But for all her brave looks there’d been no sweetness in her face, not even when she’d sent him, the rector, one of her sidling, sidelong glances. Yes, she’d tried that game upon him, too, taking him for one of those lustful parsons, of which God knew, there were enough and to spare; not shepherds but wolves, ready to destroy the lambs entrusted to their care. She’d been all invitation and no kindness; men should beware of her he had thought, his own heart-beat a
little quickened. For others had found a sweetness in her; even in little Bottesford she’d had her fill of lovers.
And now again she was fixing him with those same eyes; but they were mournful eyes, holding all the sorrow of the world. But even as he looked, they were beginning to change; the look he knew was coming back to them; the wanton look. And . . . yes, she was growing younger; but for all that not so very young; a gap where a tooth was missing.
So she had looked when she went up to Belvoir more than ten years ago, to ask work for her daughters. How old had she been? Thirtytwo? Thirtyfive? Her elder daughter Margaret was close on fifteen.
‘That day,’ he said, ‘was the beginning of everything.’
‘It began before that,’ she said and put a finger to her forehead as though to smooth, still further, time’s marks. ‘It began the day I understood my daughters were growing up . . . and I growing old. But,’ she said, and there was a sweetness in her now, so that he began to understand, a little, why men had loved her, ‘you are not so young yourself, priest; and it blows cold. Come within doors.’
The door gave at her touch and he followed her in.
There was a fire in the deserted cottage, the hearth swept. He had not expected that. The white cat lay stretched along the warm hearth. Now it sprang up and spat; she quieted it in an unknown tongue.
It was not uncomfortable in the dark little room. For all its musty smell, it was clean enough, with fresh rushes strewn upon the earth floor. Some rogue or beggar not knowing the tale, he thought, had sheltered for the night.
‘No,’ she said, ‘such gentry would not leave all clean, let alone make it so. It is the wandering spirit returning to its earthly home.’ She smiled into his startled eyes. ‘The eyes of a ghost see clear through flesh and blood to the thoughts within.’ She stooped to the hearth, holding her fingers to the blaze; he could see clean through them to the glowing wood. ‘The old and the young may
see us sometimes; with them the veil between this world and the next is thin.’ And again he glimpsed the sweetness in her.
There was a stool each side of the hearth; she took one and motioned him to the other. Between them the white cat stretched and stared at him with spiteful eyes.
‘It is strange,’ she said. ‘A priest of God and the ghost of a witch. Yet here we sit together like old friends – we that were never friends in the flesh. But why should we not be friends?’ Her hand went out as though to touch him, but stayed short. Yet for all that his flesh crept with the cold. ‘Though you helped to hang me, who shall say you were wrong? But oh priest, priest, the cruelty of men!’
‘And women?’ he asked remembering the bitter evil she had done. ‘What of women?’
She sighed; on the breath of her sighing he felt again the coldness of her presence and drew a little nearer to the fire.
‘The cruelty of men and the vanity of women. Between those points, priest, the sun spins. The vanity of women –’ she said again, ‘it brought me to the Master. Growing old – it was a thing I could not endure.’
‘There is nothing to fear in age.’
‘Not for you, priest. But for me.’
‘It could bring its own beauty.’
‘To you,’ she said, gently. ‘But not to me; not to my sort of woman.’
He sighed, knowing it to be true. And yet, that day she had gone up to the castle she had looked young enough; younger than most women of her class that toiled in the fields and in the kitchen. ‘Yet you were comely,’ he said. ‘And what is a wrinkle here and there?’
‘That is a man’s question; and his own eyes answer him. As for me – the day I saw those wrinkles, it was the beginning of the end. I had to keep my looks, priest; they were my livelihood; my only livelihood when John Flower died.’
‘And before he died?’ Samuel Fleming asked.
‘Honest John had a heavy hand and I walked carefully though not always righteously, for I was sick of supping always at the one dish; and that dish lacking salt or savour. And then he died, good John, honest John and left me without a penny piece and my two girls to fend for. So I was glad enough to take to my trade. And why not? I loved men and they loved me.’
He made a little movement of recoil and she laughed.
‘We are in duty bound to love all men,’ she said and there was a look of mischief about her; he could easily believe her to be of the Devil.
‘I loved men – but not women. Nor did any woman love me. They could not forgive me my face – such as it was.’
That was true; it was her looks that had started all the trouble. Women would come to him with their tales; and every tale ending with complaints about her looks . . . A man’s woman and foreign with it, her good looks a gift from the Devil – how else did she keep them? A woman’s a hag at thirtyfive; but she? Certainly her look of youth came from the Devil!
‘And yet,’ she said, ‘I did love women, too . . . once. I’d nurse them. I was good at simples; it was a knowledge I had of my mother. But I’d get no thanks. They’d drink my possets and all the time they’d watch me out of the corners of their eyes. Or while I’d sweep the room, the good wife in her bed would stare as though any minute I’d fly away on her broomstick. Oh yes! They’d enjoy the fruits of my labour – and call me witch for my pains. But I was no witch then; no more than you, yourself!
I’d never so much as thought of a pact with the Master, why should I? I had all I wanted – men; and food; and wine; a new kerchief or buckles for my shoes. Not much perhaps by a lady’s reckoning, but enough.
And then, one day, quite suddenly, I understood these good things must come to an end – and the time not far-distant.’ Her rueful smile showed the gap where she had lost a tooth. ‘Soon
no man would want me. That was the day I took the Devil for my Master.
‘A hot summer day it was; and I in this very room. There was a hollyhock tapping against the window and a thrush singing Be quick, be quick. Or maybe it was my own heart singing because I was waiting for my lover. No, priest, never look at me like that! I’ve had men; but when I say I loved them, I meant in the way of trade. I’ve never had but one love.’
‘Peate!’ he said, remembering the scandal. Peate’s wife had stirred up the trouble, poor, stupid Ann Peate, pitting herself against this quick, bright creature. Yet – as in the old fable – the quick, bright thing had lost; the slow stupid creature had won.
She nodded. ‘He was my true love. At least I was true. A woman needs the comfort of a man’s body and Flower had been dead above five year. And what was he at the best of times? A clod, scarce warmer living than dead! Often I’d thought of helping him where he belonged – clod among clods. But I never harmed him.’
‘To wish him dead – was that no harm? I think he knew. I think he was glad not to get well again.’
She shrugged. ‘You think it was wicked of me to take Peate; to take all the men who’d come – and there were plenty, I’ll own. But what harm? I’d give them happiness, adventure, excitement . . . all the things their wives couldn’t give.’
‘And what did you take from their wives?’ he asked, grave.
‘Nothing. Or their men wouldn’t have come to me. Those women! They had their homes; they had their men and the work of their hands. They had a safety I hadn’t got . a safety I hadn ’t got.’ She laughed a little. At least he could not be sure whether she laughed or cried – there was a wailing note to the sound.
‘Well!’ and she was brisk again. ‘There I was waiting for Peate. And then I heard his feet come along the path.
The steps went round the house. And then I heard a voice; a woman’s voice; Margaret’s voice. A child I’d thought her. I should have known better. No woman’s a child at fifteen. Her voice was
high as a fiddlestring; a woman’s voice when the flesh is stirred. No! she cried out. No! But it was clear that she meant Yes.
Peate laughed. I knew that laugh. Tender; enough to melt the marrow in your bones. I was listening, all soft and silly with love. I don’t know how long it was before I understood that he was playing me false with another woman; and that woman my daughter. Perhaps it was a minute; perhaps an hour. The bitter heart has no truck with time.
I started up then; I went to the door. But I didn’t open it. No need to look through any door to know where those two were going; no need to guess, neither, what they were going to do together in the darkness of the wood.
I came back to my place and I sat there among the ashes and I held my head in my two hands. And my heart was broken. And I never once thought of Margaret – not as Margaret my daughter, my child to be protected. I thought only of the woman who’d taken my lover.
I’d lost my lover to a younger woman.
I sat there rocking myself backwards and forwards trying to think my way out of it. But nothing would come into my head save that I was growing old and she was young; and she must go away. But where, and how? I hadn’t any money and I hadn’t any friends. But go she must. She must go.
And then there was Philippa – Philip we called her. If I’d thought of her as a child who could blame me? Going on for thirteen and thin as a rat. If I hadn’t been so taken up with Peate I’d have known before this, it was Philip would be the danger. Quick where Meg was slow; dark and a high colour where Meg was pale; warm where Meg was cold. Meg took after her father – a true-bred Flower. They used to joke about it. A real flower they’d say. Remember? And it was true in a way. She was a pretty thing – if you like them pale and slow; but her face, to my mind, was a little stupid.
But Philip. The Devil knows who fathered her. Not Flower. Her
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eyes were narrow and dark, slanting a little, with a squint to them. She could do more with that squint than another woman with eyes like stars. There was a man going with her then. It was Tom Simpson took her maidenhead. Twelve years and no virgin . . . and I didn’t know; didn’t even think about it. That day it was Meg troubled me. And sitting there all hopeless, I thought, Let her stay, let her go – it’s all one. Lose your looks – lose your man.
Old. I was growing old. An old woman. What would there be for me in the long days to come – the longer nights?
I remember sitting there and fighting myself not to look at my face in the fine mirror Peate had brought me from Lincoln Fair; I did not dare to look. But all the time my fingers kept straying . . . a wrinkle or two; not many. But enough, enough. My hand went creeping alongside my mouth. And then – it’s strange – I haven’t a body any longer; and I know the vanity of vanity. But still it’s hard to tell you what I found . . .’
She paused, he could see she was driving herself to speak.
‘. . . In the corner of my mouth, the left corner – a hair. So soft, so small, my finger couldn’t be sure. I tried it with my tongue. My tongue could feel it; my tongue was sure. A hair, so soft, so small. Innocent. But it wouldn’t stop that way. I would pull it out; but it would grow again. And more of them; more.
I forgot about Margaret! I forgot about Peate. I forgot everything but that little soft hair. It was stupid of me. One hair; one little hair. But I remembered women I’d seen . . . old women . . . beards. And witch the children would call after them. Witch.
I’d been handsome enough; still was. But I’d lost my first tooth, seen my first wrinkle; and now, my first hair. Soon the children would be calling after me; after me, too.
I went on sitting there. The room got dark; and then more dark. Margaret hadn’t come in yet and I didn’t know where Philip was. Up to the same tricks as her sister if I’d only known. I was glad they were both away. I didn’t want to see either of them. And especially I didn’t want to see Meg.
It got very dark in the room; and still I went on sitting there with my poor face hidden in my hands; as though I wanted to shield it even from the dark. And then, suddenly, I was shivering; bitterly cold for all it was midsummer.
A man was in the room with me. I knew it without looking up. He must have slipped in quiet and forgotten to latch the door. I looked up to scold him for his carelessness but the words froze on my lips.
I could just see him, a shadow in the red of the fire. He was all in black and his head higher than this ceiling; he was forced to carry it bent a little to one side. And I knew it wasn’t a man at all. Not a human man. I knew it by the terrible cold that came from him; I knew it by the fear in my heart.
He began to speak. A deep voice he had. He said he knew my troubles; and, if I chose, there’d be no more sorrow for me ever. I’d live like a queen, doing as I pleased and no man nor woman to say me nay.
I wouldn’t listen at first. Live like a queen – I shouldn’t know how. I’d been poor all my life and I’d got along pretty well. I’d done much as I pleased; and, if there was little in my pocket, there was always a hare for my pot or a piece of fat bacon. I had my men!
He told me there was nothing in this world I couldn’t have. I’d never grow old, he said. And that’s how he caught me – by a hair, a little, little hair. And so for the sake of keeping my looks and taking my pleasure, I sold my soul.’
Samuel Fleming’s voice came out on a sigh. ‘So you did sell your soul?’
She nodded. ‘But you know that very well. You judged me, priest. But I did not sell it then; not that first time. For though he promised everything heart could desire, the payment was heavy. I should have to vow to serve him alone; forswearing God and his Son; my baptism and all part in Him. And this pact I must seal with my blood, the pact there’s no undoing. For, priest, what they