I miss those days when were here in touch by different medias today I rarely guess what are you telling if you tell something what is happening what I have done or I haven’t maybe I do not do enough They say stay at home It is a week or two It is necessary You are who Who makes my heart sof tender and good you know yes it was an effect from the begining Today I am here I stay you know. I do not understand Or maybe what I understand It is not what you mean‌ -------0------I just go out by force I will go out If I am required by her