HEALTH GITA AND I keep on vacillating between physical pleasures and renunciation, atheism and theism, violence and nonviolence, glamour and austerity, regionalism and internationalism, fear and bravery, followership and leadership and so on! Fears of dejection, humiliation, and defamation, loss of the loved ones, illness, death and old age seem to make me miserable; even as I try to think and act globally and holistically. How does she do this?