HATCHED – A Creative Journey Through ME | HATCHED - reHATCHED (20-Year Anniversary Edition)
HATCHED - reHATCHED
2 0 TH ANN I VER S ARY ED I T I ON
Corina Duyn
HATCHED
Hatched is one of the most energetic, generous-hearted, sharp minded and inspiring book of poems I’ve read for quite a while. No matter at what page I open the book, I find a love of life, an appreciation of life, and a vibrant sense of privilege and gratitude. ... Illness has somehow endowed Corina with the ability to conduct a dialogue with reality. She turns fragility into strength, disability into freedom, and confusion into beautiful normality.
Poet Brendan Kennelly
“Great day for a walk” – is not just a greeting, but a celebration for the human spirit. Hatched deserves an international audience, and merits a place on best-seller lists.
Liam Murphy, Munster Express
It is beautiful. Really beautiful. It gives me courage.
Dianne Mawhood
The lesson of this deeply personal yet emphatic diary that is Hatched is that you don’t have to get ME to embrace them.
Christy Parker, Dungarvan Observer
This is something really special and uplifting. Interaction Magazine
I found tears rolling down my cheeks- tears of both empathy and relief. Corina has shared her experiences in a simple, beautiful, and human way. Sue Page
Corina Duyn is living proof of the adage that you can’t keep a good woman down.
Deirdre O’Flynn, Irish Examiner
For further information about the author’s art and writing, please visit www.corinaduyn.com or www.corinaduyn.blogspot.com
Artist, writer and puppet designer/maker, Dutch born Corina Duyn has been making puppets since her first rag doll, at the age of 10. She became ill with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME) aged 36. The increasing limitations imposed by her illness took a toll on her daily and creative lives. HATCHEDreHATCHED is a distillation of Corina’s writing and art created during the first 8 years of living with ME. The book was first published in 2006 as ‘Hatched - a creative journey through ME’ and was published with the support of Waterford County Council Arts Office and Arts Council of Ireland.
I am honoured that Corina asked me to write an introduction to the 20th anniversary digital version of HATCHED - reHATCHED. Her work is a wonderful blend of words and images, a reflection of daily life endured with the strain and struggle of illness but at the same time a tribute to the beauty of the everyday. The poems make us intensely aware of the limitations of her physicality, what the body can do, what she can ask of herself. She knows she must rest both body and creative brain, and in doing so has space and time to notice the worlds of resident spiders, overhead airplanes and little children. Corina somehow embodies the contradiction of a sense of impatient mindfulness in her poems and art; in Wingding 23 October 2002 (p102) she writes “If my body could get as excited as my head / There’d be no stopping me”
We, as audience, are constantly reminded that creativity must be unleashed –in Kingpin, February 2005 (p162) she writes “The battle between a creative mind and an ill body/ Creativity knows no boundaries”. Corina’s words prove to us that while we are all rooted to the ground, our imaginations can soar without limits. Corina’s more current work continues to reflect these battles and I’m thankful to have had the opportunity to support her latest publication “In Bed I Cut Words” almost 20 years after her first book.
By supporting the republishing of HATCHED - reHATCHED, the values of Creative Ireland’s Creative Communities programme continue to augment wellbeing at community level as well as promoting lesser heard voices in expressing culture and creativity. In bringing this timeless work to new audiences I hope its readers can take the lessons that life is beautiful, and creativity essential.
Katherine Collins
Creative Ireland Coordinator, Waterford City and County Council
January 2026
Dis - ability
- Ability capacity of power cleverness talent mental power
Disindicating removal of a thing or quality
Really?
SPHEROIDAL
REPRODUCTIVE BODY ENCLOSED
IN A PROTECTIVE LAYER
CAPABLE OF DEVELOPING INTO A NEW INDIVIDUAL
EGG BEATER
22 August 1998
Reading about M.E. It reads like me
EGG ROLL
November 1998
A wheelchair was delivered I made sure to avoid the room where it was placed I used to be the one pushing it never meant to be the one being pushed Eventually I agreed to a spin at dusk away from town so nobody would see me
AIR-SACK
‘Reality Sketch’ Pencil 1998
REFLECTION
Time so much time to learn relearn life's values
Observe my world and all its small wonders
CHICKEN SOUP
Winter 1998
Friends
valuable friends
They have set up a visiting rota ensuring one visitor a day every day
Chicken soup for the soul
Winter 1998
While bed bound I devised a plan for a Cultural Centre in Lismore
Worked out costs and courses planned spaces for play school and pensioner’s teashop Contacted the Arts Officer who pointed out that maybe I should use my energy to get better first
AS SURE AS EGGS
winter 1998/1999
My love for reading and writing became seriously undermined
Audio books were suggested many an argument followed
Audio books are for sick people
You are sick
I love the smell of a book
Put a book beside your head I like to hold a book
You do not have the energy
Argument lost love for audio books gained
YOLKED
Spring 1999 Horrified to realise I do not have the strength to crack a boiled egg
Spring 1999
A 4-year-old in the supermarket
“Why are you in a wheelchair?”
While I thought hard for an appropriate answer he suggested “are you tired of walking?”
BIRDSONG
16 May 1999
‘Blackwater River’ Photograph
The moment that meant most to me today was sitting near the meeting of two streams
Being left alone to observe and enjoy this heavenly place these beautiful sounds
EGGLESS
Spring 1999
When I have strength in my legs
I go down steep stairs walk the 50 meters to the corner
On my return
I use the wall for support
People avoid me as if I am drunk wobbling home after a session in the pub
EGGCISTENCE
Another relapse
Stuck to the bed unable to move or to pick up the phone beside me to ask for help
Waiting I have been given a panic button
NESTLESS
23 June 1999 House bound but homeless
With one day left in my rented accommodation I am handed the key to a house
An added bonus my new home help lives across the road
A LITTLE BIRD
Recently when asked how I am feeling I tell the truth
Maybe I will hear it too
FEATHER BRAIN
Turning on the bath taps
Inserting the plug in the sink
Water running freely down the drain
SCRAMBLED EGG
As memory failed me I had to rely on lists
Writing in recognisable English became a challenge
windox bowes meant water the window boxes bloemflower that I would like cauliflower for dinner
BIRD'S-EYE
Observing a spider with an injured back leg walking without difficulty I envy the spare legs
FEATHER ONES NEST
During a telephone conversation conducted from my bed the caller needed to visit the toilet I seem to have a relaxing effect on her bowels
Maybe I can star t a business talking to people suffering from constipation
‘Pheasant wing’ Photograph
BIRD OF PARADISE
7 November 1999
The light is beautiful today
The sunlight catches the white of the half coconut hanging in front of my bedroom window
THE BIRD HAS FLOWN
November 1999
Away’ Plasticine 1999
With friends help I completed the move from my studio
I am left with a few boxes of dolls materials almost finished work books and magazines
My cats came to say goodbye I was amazed how they remembered me after 17 months
Another chapter closed
CROW A crow on the wall
kicking the snow high up in front of him
I could swear there was a smile on his face
INCUBATION
SEA BIRD
19 December 1999
I know what I would like for Christmas
A bottle of sea
See and smell the sea whenever I feel the need
FINE FEATHER
I can write again
I am so grateful
HATCHING
THE SHELL OF AN EGG IS EXTREMELY STRONG
A HATCHING
BIRD
MUST SPEND HOURS OR EVEN DAYS OF HARD LABOUR IN BREACHING THIS BARRIER TO THE OUT SIDE WORLD
WINGLESS
25 January -1 February 2000
Hospital stay gastro-enteritis
Lost so much weight that I did not recognise myself in the mirror
MIGRATING
17 March 2000
On a holiday to Bunmahon
M.E. came too
‘Bunmahon Beach’ Photograph
20 March 2000
ON A WING AND A PRAYER
5 May 2000
Reached the library at the end of the street on my scooter
Aware of mobility aid aware of curious looks
But I am out on my own after months of aided escapes
‘Lismore Library’ Photograph
WINGSPAN
June 2000 I bought a packet of ‘glow in the dark stars’
At the end of a good day I stick one on the ceiling
Starry nights soon?
26 August 2000
The Californian Poppy seed heads drying on the bedroom window sill decided it was time to go pop
Launching its seeds with almighty power like a hail storm against the window and into the room Quite a spectacular event
JESTATION
31 August 2000
A jester on a high throne wearing the King's cloak blowing a trumpet his bare-footed leg flung over the armrest He is he dares to live have fun I spend hours days thinking writing how could I create him? I don't have the strength poor coordination For now he has to stay a figment of my imagination a rough sketch between my writing
EGG AND SPOON RACE
Challenged by local art student
to draw on the biggest sheet of paper
I have ever encountered
Tried my best to divert her attention
Thank goodness her determination prevailed and set me on a new road of creative discovery
‘Happy Swirl’ Acrylic 2000
OLYMPIC SPARROWS
10 October 2000
Sparrow number one walks the wall with a piece of bread
Sparrow number two runs fast to win this piece of bread
Sparrow number three knows flying is faster and makes off with the gold medal
PUT ALL ONES EGGS IN ONE BASKET
13-23 October 2000
One day of shopping lots of fun broke all boundaries
Ten days to look at my new clothes from the confines of my bed
So much pain A very angry little man is punching hard to get out through my skin
‘Off Balance’ Pencil 2000
EGGSCITING
16 October 2000
The spider living in the corner of my bedroom has just moved a little
EGG WARMER
31 October 2000
A girl's night out in the pub
One glass of water a half of 7-UP
Dizzy standing up embarrassed joke about it
Drunk on joy?
‘Lost Feather’ (detail) Mixed media 2000
FEATHER BED
Exam time
forgot the subject College of M.E.?
The cleaner found a decomposed fish under my desk
A man walked out of the sea with a garden strimmer
A Nun cycled into my bedroom to bring me to the counsellor
I do not take responsibility for my night-time brain
LIKE A BIRD
1 November 2000
For one and a half hours
I felt as light as a bird
A little energy no discomfort free normal
BIRD FANCIER
2 December 2000
My brain is turning summersaults with my thoughts and depositing them in my heart I reached out and got more then I bargained for
2 December 2000
The 6:20 pm
bus home
Dark sky
one star
beautiful moon
What a treat
COLD STORAGE
Saturday 7:00 pm
I'm so cold
In bed under duvet sleeping bag with two hot water bottles
Wearing pyjamas fleece socks and hat
Monday 4:30 pm warm at last
HEAVY WEIGHT
25 January 2001
Confrontations with my tired body
Lowering my head just above the bowl of porridge thereby greatly reducing the distance my hand and spoon have to travel to my mouth
FLYING HIGH
January 2001
‘I Want to Fly a Kite’ (detail) Watercolour and marker 2001
YOLK-SAC
28 January 2001
I joke about the illness but it really is not funny
TAKEN UNDER ONES WING
1 February 2001 I rescued Mickey Mouse in a space suit from being run over I don't like to see dead toys
BRANCHES
12 February 2001
I am in between two stools maybe five or six about my prognosis I have my own seat
BEACH BIRD
27 February 2001
Being pushed through Ardmore in the wheelchair rain cape billowing like a huge balloon
A walk on Goat Island Beach hanging between two friends
My lifeless body in the bed spilling porridge on pajamas like an incapacitated old person
Bed time story read to me
Love fun TLC
‘Goat Island Beach’ Photograph
FLIGHT BAG
10 March 2001
Nothing to lose but energy
NESTLING
A BIRD
TOO YOUNG TO LEAVE THE NEST
15 March 2001
COMMUNICATIONS
16 March 2001 11:19 am
Just heard the lovely sound of the letterbox
17 March 2001
A three year old took the pain from my head and put it in the waste bin
GENES
9 April 2001
A siskin is acting in a peculiar way Attracting the opposite sex? or same sex?
A Gene-scientist on the radio said that homosexuality is one gene in the difference In terms of genes we don't differ much from the fruit fly or the siskin
FLIGHTLESS 13 April 2001
Good Friday the thirteenth
A contradiction in terms
It is not the bad days that are the problem but the better ones when I want to make up for lost time
This only sets me back again ‘’Resting Moon’ (detail) Mixed media 2001
FLY IN THE OINTMENT
19 April 2001
Overheard some young fellows calling my rolator “cool” While they rolled in the grass with a great burst of laughter
TREE CREEPER
13 May 2001
A Greenfinch is trying to attract the attention of the female She is too busy eating seeds from the feeder So he knocks her off it
IDENTITY
21 May 2001 I am am I still me
23 May 2001
Bird:
A young woman
A person
A prison sentence
‘Illusion’ (detail) Acrylic 2003
BIRDS OF A FEATHER
6 June 2001
A small dog lies at the end of my bed a compromise
Any sound in the house
Pixie lifts her head
I don't lift my head it is not my house
I am not a dog
Although I do sleep all day and get excited about a walk
‘Johnny at Boatstrand’ Photograph
PREDATOR
16 June 2001
My legs suddenly gave up
The not knowing if I can stand up again scares me
WAITING IN THE WINGS
26 June 2001
I declare myself recovered
My body will catch up some other time
View’ Conte 2001
DAWN CHORUS
14 July 2001
I hang a microphone outside my window
Birdsong
Sounded like being in a meadow instead of a bed
Amazing I could hear the wind before the tree moved
FLY TIME
7 July 2001
A fly is relaxing on my knee while a brown and beige spider is munching on its relative
NEST EGG
18 July 2001
I know what I will do with a million from the lotto I'll buy a customised camper van so I can be housebound on wheels
PENGUIN
4 August 2001
Created my alter-ego MEme
M.E.-me She will travel with friends and family They will write our ‘housebound’ travel diary
11 September 2001
This day will stay in people's minds for all the wrong reasons
DUCK OUT OF WATER
23 September 2001
Negotiating door saddle
kind of tired
SEA GULL
16 October 2001
Overlooking Ardmore Bay the roaring waves creating volcanic eruptions against the sea wall
Wrapped in a patchwork blanket the fire roaring dinner being prepared I nearly feel guilty lying here
Not really
‘Landed’ (detail) Acrylic 2001
FLIGHT RECORDER
‘Who is Pulling the Strings’ Conte and pencil 2001
WADERS
11 November 2001 4:00 pm
Walking a few steps wrapped like a mummy along Youghal promenade blue sky streaked orange and yellow
An old man swimming couples walking hand in hand toddlers pushed in buggies children running from incoming waves
A swimmer just emerged from the sea “great day for a walk” “so it is”
‘Youghal Beach’ Photograph
AFTERMATH
11 November 2001
Rolled gratefully not gracefully into bed
BIRD'S-NEST SOUP
17 November 2001
My brain acts like an old pine chest of drawers filled with artistically designed index cards
The operator a little fellow called Brian unfortunately affected by M.E.
I see a face
Brian runs around opening several drawers the face gives me their name more drawers opened others kicked shut Saved again A conversation can begin Brian sits down sweat poring off his tiny brow the system in an even greater state of chaos
EGG-BOUND
21 November 2001
I try to keep my spirits up
But I think my spirit level broke
TURKEY
23 December 2001
The total of my Christmas preparations Licking the cake-mix spoon
TREE OF KNOWLEDGE
I am shocked to read the headlines
‘No
future with M.E.robbed of any future’
I don't believe this is the case M.E. is not a terminal illness
Since the first publication of Hatched, M.E. has been recorded as the cause of death in some cases.
DEAD BIRD FLYING
3 March 2002
Went outside to bury the dead sparrow but it had gone
Can birds fly up to heaven by themselves
‘Taking Leave’ Acrylic 2002
BIRDDAY
12 March 2002
40 years and 2 days old
I am absolutely whacked
Grateful for wonderful friendships grateful for a few hours of near normality
If I don't look too closely
Trying to be as healthy as the rest of them
What a comedown to be aware that I am not as strong as my 80 year old mother
Sad to see them go glad to see them go
BIRD BATH
18 March 2002
My world is reflected in the drop of water at the end of my finger
BAD THOUGHTS
27 March 2002
The vegetable man “not so good today?” He told me the story of an 80-year-old customer still going strong because of what the old man calls ‘bad thoughts’ The secret of good health?
PIGEON RACING
2 April 2002
A race between myself and a little girl on her tricycle
Of course I let her win she is only small I am big and on a scooter
When she got too far ahead of me I turned up the speed only to realise I was at full speed
‘Foot and Mouth Scare’ Photograph
FENG SHUI
23 April 2002
A spider arrived in the bath He positioned himself in exactly the same location as his cousin James Students from the Feng Shui spider school?
Maybe he is an eastern philosopher conducting a study on human behaviour
NATURES' MUSIC
27 April 2002
The raindrops are playing piano with the leaves of the pear tree
BULL FINCH
I found myself in a field with a not so friendly bull
Running away was not a possibility I tried outsmarting the bull hiding behind and running around the only tree in the field
An exhausting and fruitless exercise
Considering his power and strength I decided to strike up a friendship stroking his head he calmed down I felt more able to cope Maybe in time we can walk together to the fence
Though this was a dream it is my story of M.E.
FLEGDELING
A YOUNG BIRD JUST ABLE TO FLY
16 May 2002
Visiting St. Declan Well
I came to the understanding that my recovery is taking place in four different stages mind emotion spirit physical I am grateful physical recovery is last this gives me enough time to be still
I trust I'll have a wonderful time ahead of me a time full of wonder
‘Corina
at Declan’s Well Ardmore- Photograph by D. Begley
WING COMMANDER
28 May 2002
The Neurologist suggested renewed tests
The uncertainty of a new diagnosis is unsettling
THE BATTLE OF THE BULBS
24 June 2002
I went into the battlefield prepared with 3 legged stool trowel and garden claw
Feeling the tension in arms and legs
Proclaiming “won!” while stumbling into the house in the direction of bed my pyjamas covered with muck
The bulbs are out though my body feels the aftermath of the battle
HORSE FLY
12 July 2002
Walking along a narrow path observing the world from a different plane
Feeling the intimacy of the horse's muscles
massaging my legs
CRASH LANDING
July 2002
I am lovely
But not worthy of love
Until I have recovered
Ouch
‘Painful’ Acrylic 2002
FLIGHTY
Out’ (detail) Mixed media 2002
NIGHTINGALES
5 August 2002
I should have been in bed instead I sat in Lismore Cathedral Tears flowing from the severity of my pain Or was it from experiencing the most beautiful celestial sounds I have ever heard
SOLO FLIGHT
12 September 2002
After one and a half years I have reached a goal
Walking to the library
WALL FLOWER
14 September 2002
Just home from a great dance night
I did not leave my chair but danced with the vibration of the floor
Stumbling out of the hall
trying to keep my dignity the people who know me have sympathetic eyes
People who don't probably think I am drunk
FLOWN THE NEST
21 September 2002
Another first
On the bus
on my own to Cork
‘Flying Lessons’ Acrylic 2002
THE FLOCK
While riding my scooter
I met a few bikers
They waved at me
I am one of them
‘On my Bike’ Photograph
TREELESS
20 October 2002
The wheelchair made it possible to take part in normal life the swivel bather to keep my dignity showering in private the rolator to walk independently
Now there is no occupational therapy service available if under 65 I am grateful I became ill a few years ago
WINGDING
23 October 2002
If my body could get as excited as my head
There'd be no stopping me
‘Playtime’ Acrylic 2002
BIRD RINGER
22 November 2002
Would somebody like to paint a still life
Me lying on the couch
28 October 2002
Privileged to have the time to watch a siskin at the birdfeeder
CLOUD FLIGHT
10 December 2002
A thin fluffy cloud is following an airplane at exactly the same speed
JUVENILE
A YOUNG BIRD WITH FIRST PLUMAGE OF ADULT FEATHERS
FLYING DUTCHWOMAN
22 December 2002- 5 January 2003
Done it made it to Holland
At last 'fit to fly'
My mother is watching my every move
I hope she does not see the jerking movements my body is making
FLY AWAY
3 January 2003
The wheelchair was put outside the door pending our departure
As the driveway is on a slight slope the chair rolled gently down the road nearly knocking a man of his bike
A run-away chair
ANGEL WINGS
7 February 2003
If my legs stay unreliable maybe I could create powered wings
But then I'll look like an angel
I know one thing I am no angel
CRYING CROW
7 February 2003
‘Crying Crow’ Acrylic 2003
UNIDENTIFIED BIRDSONG
16 February 2003
This morning
I woke to bird song
I had not heard before No wonder
The sound was created by a blockage in my nose
PEACOCK When
I walk out the door
I am greeted by my fan club of youngsters
BIRD-DAY SONG
10 March 2003
Woken to ‘happy birthday' from a song thrush
Have MRI scan today remember whatever they find is already there
WALKING ON EGGSHELLS
28 March 2003
More hospital appointments arrived in the post
My heart sank another bit lower
CLEANERS A
crow is cleaning my gutters of large chunks of moss
Thanks
WISE OWLS
26 April 2003
Irish male wisdom
Isn't it great that you have so many ideas
Other people sit in the pub all day wasting their time
NEW TERRITORY
18 April 2003
My neighbour has upgraded his car
I upgraded my shoes
He is driving to Northern Ireland
I am walking to the end of the street
‘New Territory’ Photograph
BIRDWATCHER
11 May 2003
A clear dream is guiding me on my new journey
Creativity has the ability to help me deal with disability
‘Creative Egg, a Touchy Subject’ Pencil 1999
Disability has the ability to hamper my creativity
CRUMBS
16 May 2003
Walking home
I was thinking about something nice to have with my tea
A neighbour opened her door handing me a slice of cake on a plate
ESCAPE ROAD
21 May 2003
My quest for independence is growing by the day
Move to the city to be closer to a bus route?
‘Footloose’ Acrylic 2003
SCARE CROW
5 July 2003
I don't belong in the box that people try to put me in
The ill and disabled box
So scared So upset
July 2003
Resumed working on the doll I started in 1998
‘Yona’ Mixed media 1998-2003
DEALERS
10 July 2003
Lismore friends transferring a car-load of my paintings to another car on the deserted top floor of a car park
Felt a bit like handling stolen goods
ESCAPOLOGY
12 July 2003
My first exhibition at Hagal Healing Farm 10:00 am
Apprehension 4:00 pm
Feel detached from my work 10:00 pm
Very much at ease among my ar t and visitors
FIT TO FLY
26 August 2003
At last flying my kite on Ardmore Cliff for the ‘Fit to Fly’ documentary
Cover DVD/Documentary ‘Fit to Fly’ by David Begley
EGGSPERIENCE
2 September 2003
My ‘Fit to Fly’ exhibition
A challenging and heartwarming experience
Sharing my visual journey with so many friends while strangers confide their personal stories
NEST-BOX
28 September 2003
Having my bedroom repainted and redecorated
Changing it's association with a sick room
BIRDSNEST
16 October 2003
Visiting Kenmare after 5 years
The last time
I saw my friend she was pregnant
Today we picked her child up from school
3 November 2003 Social hunger
DEFORESTATION
7 November 2003
Evergreen trees are being cut down to make way for a new wall
Landscaping they call it
26 November 2003
At last
I am a student
Studying a correspondence course
‘Understanding Western Art’
‘Turned a Corner’ Acrylic 2003
DIPPER
27 November 2003
Getting up in good spirits is not a guarantee of a good energy day
TIME
6 January 2004
In my dream a man adjusted his watch making time go in reverse
Very upsetting as I desperately want to move forward
RESOURCEFUL CROW
5 February 2004
A crow is hanging on the tiny bird feeder
The chancer
YEARLING THE PERIOD BETWEEN
A BIRD LEAVING THE NEST
UNTIL THE FOLLOWING
BREEDING SEASON
LEAPFROG
29 February 2004
Will this be a leap year for me too?
NESTING
27 April 2004
‘Coming home’ after a long journey of discovery
CATAPULT
‘Upwards and Onwards’ Mixed media 2004
Interviews with so many papers
Photographs being taken appearances on T.V. Catapulted out of my solitary existence
EGGCIBITION
10 May 2004
An amazing experience amongst friends and family sharing my creativity in Lismore library
‘Land of Freedom’ Mixed media 2002-2004
GIVE WINGS TO
18 May 2004
I drove a car
Exhilarating even at 20 miles an hour
LAME WING
21 may 2004
Rushed to hospital suspected meningitis
Again Fast ambulance journey worried me
even more
A horrible night
Glad to be home ‘Just M.E.’
A different reality
FOOTPRINTS
25 June 2004
780 steps
0.33 km
7.31 minutes
New record
EGGCITED
26 June- 10 July 2004
New energy flowed again
Looked for studio space in town Artists co-op?
No space but collaborated with fellow artist and formed 'Red Shoes'
‘Time’ (detail) Mixed media 2004
BLACKBIRD
28 June 2004
A blackbird reflected against the white wall has one of my home grown loganberries in its mouth More enjoyable than eating the berry myself?
RAPTOR
21 July 2004
Primary Medical Cert refused 'Post Visual Fatigue condition might improve'
Visual? 'Must be satisfied condition is permanent'
Bureaucracy stopping my quest for independence
BIRDLIME
29 July 2004
Scooter broke down at busy cross roads
Given a chair outside the pub
Scooter dismantled in front of me
Stuck
LITTLE WINGS
30 August -20 September 2004
Little Wings
exhibition Healing Arts
talk
Internet
connections
worldwide
Coming out speaking out
What an interesting journey I have made
‘Aimee-Guardian Angel on Rollerskates’ Mixed media 2004
ESCAPE ROUTE
13 September 2004 6:10 pm
Patrick Street Cork
A performer singing 'The Holy Spirit is coming down'
He suddenly disappeared
The Holy Spirit came down for him?
BIRD BRAIN
23 September 2004
While planning to restart the Artisans’ Fair I dreamt of addresses written on pieces of buttered bread my niece biting into them
FREEWHEELING
3 October 2004
Text message received
Would you like a shove around town?
LOVEBIRD
24 November 2004
I found you on the Internet
It was love at first sight
At our first meeting adrenalin rushed through my body with the prospect of spending time together But love hur ts
You are a mobility scooter and I was counting on your batteries working
ADULT
A BIRD WITH DISTINGUISHING PLUMAGE
REACHED MATURITY
INAUGURAL FLIGHT
5 December 2004
Re-launch of the Artisans’ Fair
Re-launch of me
FLYING LESSONS
1 January 2005
I hope this will be a great year for flying lessons I might even graduate
OBSERVING
January 2005
There are truly amazing moments when my body suddenly remembers how to function
‘Anand’ Porcelain Paperclay 2004
9 February 2005 3:00 am
Observations thoughts feelings a word
All place a tiny seed in my creative being
Some make their presence known to the world
In turn creating a new seed
KINGPIN
February 2005
The battle between a creative mind and an ill body
Creativity knows no boundaries
BIRD OF PASSAGE
30 March 2005
Three young art students
“It's half past three we're coming in”
“Come on Corina you better be there”
I feel empowered to have started this workshop
FLYCATCHER
4 April 2005
Trying to negotiate my way through a crowded bar
I had to walk backwards
My brain couldn't comprehend this movement
DANCE
16 April 2005
During cranio-sacral therapy
I could have shouted
“I will dance”
Joy bubbling up from my belly
The first time
I felt confident that my legs will behave like normal legs one day
‘Dancer’ Porcelain paperclay 2005
WINGED WORDS
15 June 2005
On our way out the door
I said to my friend “This plant is named after Mary's grandmother”
“Mary? The Virgin Mary?”
We both burst out laughing till the tears ran down our faces
The thought crossed our minds on entering the G.P.'s surgery they might think we've been brought to tears by the sudden deterioration of my health
BOWER BIRD
29 June 2005
A great afternoon creating paintings with the children of the street for the great wall of Bankfield
SINGING LESSON
3 July 2004
Birds singing while hailstones are belting down on top of them
There must be a lesson in this
FLIGHT PATH
6-8 July 2005
Awarded the ‘Waterford Regional Arts Bursary’ a two weeks residency at the Tyrone Guthrie Centre Annaghmakerrig
Also an ‘Arts and Disability Award’ to research and study
Inclusive Ar ts An affirmation of future plans?
TREE SURGEON
18-20 July 2005
A major operation My next big journey has started Suitcase packed created ‘Positive Book’ with reasons for recovery images of ar tworks kids paintings garden photos get well wishes from my friends
Took the scenic route
‘Flowerpower’ Acrylic
QUEEN BEE
21 July- 2 August 2005
Friends entries in 'Positive Book'
“Watching the queen being wheeled back into the ward bright eyed but not so bushy tailed”
“Corina in her Pippy Long white stocking is sliding elegantly back into bedknees and toes pointing in all directions”
Drawing by L.M. Humphries age 7
THREE SHEETS IN THE WIND
9 August 2005
My six year old neighbour
“I hope you get whicked well soon”
SECOND WIND
10 August 2005
Home help suggested she would make rhubarb crumble
Five minutes later
I was wondering what the lovely smell could be
Crumble of course
Short term memory loss twice the delight
STUDY
13 September 2005 It must be the start of a new school year
The supervisor of the Feng Shui-Spider School has just arrived
Photograph
A BIRD IN THE HAND
20 September 2005
Finished my final project for the Correspondence course
‘Understanding Western Art’ Women Artists associated with Lismore from the 18th Century to the present day Course completed!
‘Cover’ (detail) final project
PROGRESS
5 October 2005
My next goal was to walk without my rolator
For support
I used a stick
A seven year old responded “you are too young to walk with a stick sticks are for old people”
I thought I was making progress
LADYBIRD
14 October 2005
Invited to the booklaunch 'Dictionary of Munster Woman Writers'
An evening among interesting women
Entering a new world in more ways than one
MARCH OF THE RED SHOES
15 October 2005
A proud day the opening of our ‘Red Shoes ArtSpace’
A gallery/shop with the artwork of the six members of the co-op
HOMING PIGEONS
18 October 2005 Travelled to Holland for a family reunion
Nineteen years since the six siblings sat around my mothers table at the same time
29 October 2005
Terrible weather
A friend suggested not opening 'Red Shoes ArtSpace’ today But how could I stay home on my first day of work
FLIGHT OVER ANNAGHMAKERRIG
7 November 2005
I am like a crow flying high over Annaghmakerrig
I feel at home free
A place to move on from ‘Anna Mc Kerrig’ Mixed media 2005
Epilogue: November 2025
Since the birth of Hatched almost two decades ago, I have been on many wonderful flights, but also experienced some major crash landings. I have not regained my health and had to make the difficult decision to move into full time care in 2021. However I continue to live my life creatively, often helped by the support of Waterford Healing Art and Creative Waterford.
Nature continues to be a great source of inspiration. I learn from the life I see from my windows: the cycle of decay, renewal, growth and blossoming. These observations are documented as photographs, which over the years have made their way into my sculptures, writing and books.
I am greatly indebted to the support I receive in terms of friendships - from near, far and cyberspace; from the readers of my books, admirers of my art, visitors to my website, blog and exhibitions; and the support which helps me to manage the creative life I seek.
I am also immensely grateful to the various Arts funding bodies: Waterford Arts, Arts Council of Ireland, Rehab, Artlinks, Ted and Mary O'Regan, ADF, ADI, and Creative Waterford for their support along the way.
Thank you all for coming along on my journey. I hope we will meet again.
Corina
Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME)
Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME) is severely debilitating complex, acquired, multi-systemic, neurological disease with pathological dysregulation of nervous, immune and endocrine systems and dysfunction of cellular energy metabolism and cardiovascular abnormalities.
The defining symptom of ME: Post-Exertional Neuroimmune Exhaustion (PENE, also referred to as PEM) can be caused by any 'activity' e.g., communicating, not being able to lie flat, experiencing excessive noise/light/ movement/scents/touch/ temperature fluctuations, as well as (un)related infection/ inflammation. When going over limited energy supply, adrenaline clicks in and makes it possible to keep going for as long as necessary. However, the longer in the adrenaline state, the harder the PENE crash, the longer it takes to recover back to baseline.
For more information on ME visit: http://meadvocatesireland.blogspot.com
DOCUMENTARIES
Director Katie Lincoln's documentary 'Flight Path' - accompanying the first edition of Hatched - as well as other visual representation about Corina’s creative life with ME can be viewed at: https://youtube.com/@corinaduyn
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Corina Duyn studied and worked as a palliative care nurse and as care worker in her native Netherlands. It was after moving to Ireland in 1990 that her creative life took off. Her Fantasy Folk Artist Dolls are in private and corporate collections in Ireland, Europe and USA.
From 1998 she unintentionally embarked on a new creative journey, mapping her experiences of living with the chronic illness ME.
Living life in the slow lane, she became a great observer of her immediate surroundings, which made their presence known in her art and subsequently in her writing. This resulted in several exhibitions and publication of seven books: Hatched, a creative journey through ME. (2006); Cirrus Chronicles - Landing in Ballynelligan (2009); Flying on Little Wings (2011); Into the Light (2015; Snapshots (2017); Invisible Octopus (2020); In bed I cut words (2024).
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For further details about Corinas work visit www.corinaduyn.com
HATCHED - reHATCHED
20th Anniversary E-book edition (2026) by Corina Duyn
Hatched was first Published in 2006 (Paperback)
ISBN 978-0-9563589-0-5 with the support of Waterford County Council Arts Office, and Arts Council of Ireland (and included DVD/Documentary 'Flight Path' by Katie Lincoln) This edition is kindly funded by Waterford City and County Council’s Creative Ireland Programme
Photograph p.90 by David Begley. Drawing p.171 by L. M. Humphries (7)
Author photograph p.184 by Miriam Hennebry
All rights reserved. No portion of this book may be reproducedmechanically, electronically, or by any other means, including photocopying - without the written permission of the publisher. Duyn-Corina, Health, ME, Poetry, Art, Healing, Humour. Set in Goudy Oldstyle 11, 12, 14 & Lucida Handwriting 12
To read about the making of this book visit: https://www.corinaduyn.com/site/hatched
For more information on Corinas' works visit: www.corinaduyn.com/site and corinaduyn.blogspot.com