AUGUST 1, 2025
Before I pour my heart into this message, I would like to say that I never thought I could have the courage to write again. The very last time that my heart bled with words was the time that I wanted my heart to just stop beating, and be silenced. It was so wrecked that I couldn’t even believe that at this very day,
Icanconfidentlysay thatit’snowperfectly whole,alive,andbeatingso loud.
Everything seems blunt and there was you. Meeting you, h g y , and being loved by you was the biggest plot twist and the most beautiful blessing in my life right now.
For so long, I prayed for a love that's kind, reassuring, patient and true. I prayed to have someone that will yearn me, learn me, love me and will keep on choosing me no matter what. Andthere,Godlistened
I've never been so sure in my life until I saw you in that app, and suddenly my soul felt that it knew you. My soul recognized you. And I'm so glad that you came in clarity and brought so much peace in my heart.
Along the way, I've built these walls around so high but you helped tumble it down gently. You helped me trust again, and open these doors that I thought I wanted to stay closed. I thought I’ll be okay all by myself, but suddenly you made me feel that I can be both independent and be fragile to rest on your arms of love. Thank you, Gerald.
Thank you for holding my love just right. Thank you for making me feel how it's like to be treated right, to be loved the way I deserve.
I am now with the man that went beyond my standards, and exactly what I prayed to God for.
All those pain and heartbreaks led me straight to you. Now I understand why God has taken me away from the arms of the wrong people, and why it took long before I found you.
Hepreparedus;hepreparedourhearts.
And I promise with all my heart that I will love you, take good care of you, and will stay with you for the rest of my life.
Your girlfriend and future wife, Kirsten.
