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If a Man can touch the boundary of Moon, then why can’t a Women fly in the sky” .
The story of my book is about a young girl who is a traumatised girl because of domestic violence. But no one want to own her. THE ONE WHO IS STUGGLING HARD TO LIVE BUT THE SOCIETY MAKING HARD EFFORT TO MAKE HER DIE “ .I want you to know about the importance of a women .Every day a new rape story ,every day a girl became culprit, society know that they are the victim but they didn’t admit it.
My mission behind writing this book to know youngsters about the importance of a women to realized them how important womens are . “Because a women is like a oxygen for a Men”
I hope my audience will provide me support and understand my outlook and try to see the world with new way.
“BECAUSE WHAT A PEN CAN DO NO POWER IN THE WIRL CAN DO THAT WORK”
Overview:
The story evolve around a protagonist Sophie and Samuel. Samuel is the classmate of Sophie’s brother and they study together. Ethen is antagonistic of the story and they belong to elite ( upper class) .Ethen is a boastful character in the story and didn’t like the presence of her sister. Samuel liked Sophie since his childhood but he didn’t revealed it...they were live happily but Ethen was not satisfied with her sister Sophie. .He considered himself superior than her. EVEN her family members were seemed to be not satisfied with her presence. The story evolved around Sophie struggles ,passion ,desires for independence and inner traumas which she bared alone. But Samuel came into her life and make her realized her presence
Chapter 1
HER INNER TRAUMAS:
She lay beneath a Red velvet sheet, counting the stars in the sky and with the smiling face and a lot of tears on her face which were flowing from her eyes like a fountain. Why are you weeping???..A Inner voice came from her mind and it make her trembled with fear. She looked around and no one was there. It was the tears of that Family from whom she did all the work all alone and never be appreciated...she was whispering so hard but who was there to listen??? No one because she was the girl.It was her duty to do all the work whole day and get nothing in return... Unfortunately, her whole night spent lamenting and in grievance of her unhappy life...She shooked her head off and slept away...
Early in the Morning, voice of someone ‘s footsteps at the door of Sophie...come outside.. Guests are coming..have a look at the window it’s about 8 o’clock now, and you’re still sleeping.
He was furious and shouting loud by standing in the middle of his house. It was the elder brother of Sophie. A Little stubborn, yet kind somehow....
The Family dynamic was little strained because of her..she had a strong past....When she was 15 years old she met a boy whose name was Harry. He seems to be rich guy but the reality was apposite to it..Daily encountered were there routine. There discussion escalated and they became closed with each others. Sophie was Realistic and she didn’t like hypothetical environment. Because according to her” reality hit harder but one have to face it how hard the circumstances are”.
They were growing too fast. Sophie father was rather pig_ headed person. There were specific rules at their family which were only restricted for womens. It always disappointed Sophie. It made her
suffocated. The daily restrictions made her feel like a prisoner bird. There were some Barriers like, she had to took permission while going outside, while making any kind of choice, even her clothes were brought up by his father. Everything Messed up her mind. It felt like she was not the owner of her own mind.
One day she was sitting one the beach in a cool weather, a Thunderstorm came there Harry was also there. He was standing with her but when she became afraid she held tightly to Harry. Harry gave a suspicious smile and they gone away
Harry wanted to misused her, as he was fascinated with some other girl, he just wanted to took revenged from Sophie because of Sophie’s bossy behaviour. He was just ancipating the moment.
Eventually the day came, when Harry got the right moment and deceived Sophie by misbehaving her.. Her eyes deceived her, and she remained steadfast. Her father was watching
Everything behind.and then he gone away...it make Sophie traumatized she’ didn’t even realise for hours what was happening. Many questions were roaming Into her mind, but she couldn’t find any answer. After that day her father became more stubborn and didn’t even wanted to saw her face into front of her .it make her miserable. She was begging for the approval to forgive her without any mistake but her father was continuously denying her and he was hectic in having breakfast. She said you brought me up .iam not that type girl. At least you should trust me but he threw away the plate on the other side of floor and gone away .Sophie was continuously weeping, and then she breathe deeply and sat up.
Her mother came toward her slowly and investigated the matter she told the whole story. "Then Sophia started telling her mother, 'It's a long story. Initially, I didn't talk to Harry. We used to meet and study together in school. I didn't talk to anyone because of family pressure. One day, Harry came to me, and somehow we became friends. Then we started talking on Facebook..."after one year of our friendship Harry purposed me in front of whole and I accepted the purposal.
I forgot about my family ,my father .I was just I was swayed toward Harry’s side. We started meeting up .my feeling were pure .but i didn’t know about the intentions of Harry. HE just wanted to take tale reneged. Because one day he came toward me and offered me for coffee but I denied . it was daily habit if Harry to change the girl and flirt with her. When the girl came to knew about his reality he defamed the girl and then leave her .it was the part of his habit .but I forgot everything and accepted his purposal .now you can see the result mom. She said to her mother....
It’s not just the one girl...it’s not just about Harry. It’s about every boy/man who compelled girls to love them and then make them miserable. Make their lives stucked. .It didn’t effects boys but it ruins the whole life of a Girl. They live or die no one even cares. No one wants to gives them pats..
But when it’s about Men “ it taught us that they are men, it’s there right” where had it written?
Women is not someone’s property she has guts to do something on her own behalf..but why always the honour came in the part of a women???
Why can’t be a man part of women honour to give them their rights??? What’s the real purpose of education??? Just waste of money??? No dear...it’s about understanding equal rules of both mens and womens..
That was the day when Sophie became cool like cucumber.
Everyone in the house started disliking her. No one noticed who was the victim and who was the offender, they just put the blame on the head of a Girl... I tell you why.. because she’s girl it’s her responsibility to be kind to save the honour ,to save families, to feed them ,to gave them birth....
Shouting and crying from the inner and smiling and showing composure from the outside was the duty of Sophie to stay alive.. otherwise the death was waiting for her on the door of their house.
Chapter 2
Sympathetically ill
Sneezing and coughing she was alternating her stance continuously, because she was suffering from fever but no one was willing for assist her. By continuously giving a outlook to the giving she was cursing herself continuously. Her mother was busy in making dinner for the people of house and the men's or family were busy in watching tv series. She was laying all alone. She struggled a lot in her life from childhood to adulthood.
She always blamed herself.
The last child of family should be treated gently and lovingly, but there was a different matter. She was meant to be a servant for the whole Family members.
She was habitual of writing a dairy ..she wrote." Why the world is so cruel for a women, why can't be she treated equally. There's was nothing my fault. They know my story. They know iam the victim still they see me like iam the culprit, just because 'iam a girl".
That day “Harry try to misbehaved her was roaming Into her mind. He was a sly person but "a naive person see the world with her own her/his perspective. "He Thinks world is like her/his according to his own thoughts he but didn't Know that outside world is a dangerous place to live.. especially for Womens.
She was continuously writing and tearing the paper into pieces.
Christopher (Sophie father) came into the room and said you should go and assist your mother. She is working all alone. She stood up so fast and started running toward kitchen. Her mother was looking toward her and she was saying nothing.... because her she was helpless. Sophie always try to cultivate new way of living by doing something new but it make everything vanish when she faced all the difficulties in her own house.
it feel suffocated to took breath under male dominance One day she there was a competition in school to write an essay on "women place on society”. Sophie got prize for that essay because it was one of the best essay of the year. The whole school acknowledged her and the school teacher awarded with a prize. She written in the essay " ....As a women there are too much responsibility of us like cooking cleaning, Nurturing Childs ,making different dishes in the whole days and get nothing in return. What a women is want is "just an appreciation". A WOMEN can be a mother, a sister, daughter, more like a wife. Women have many virtues bestowed by Allah. In short, they are just blessing of Allah ..But what a man do with them?
"A real Gentleman is who respects aspects and cherish women”. She showed the prize to the whole family but there’s was no response. She was really pissed Off !but didn’t even manifest it and she gone away silently.
Her mother entered the room with hushed step and gave her a pat behind her back.... don’t satback my child! Her mother said politely! Sophia was laying into the lap of her mother and whisper were coming into her eyes .then she slept there....
They day slipped away! One day the result of(Ethen) brother of Sophie Was announced and his father decided to make a celebration on it. He got first position in the whole class whole , everyone was celebrating, Sophie sat quietly by herself.
It was showing the contrast clearing Between both of them. Sophie wanted to fight.but whose care? Everyone there was ignoring her presence, but the one who was watching her piercing gaze was “Samuel “The Young bachelor who was the friend of her brother Ethen .... He was looking deeply into her. He was being obsessed with he beauty since her childhood but he didn’t revealed it .he wanted her to get rid of this prison .He was a imaginary person and his imagination were just limited to Sophie. He came here off and on juts to see Sophie’s conditions. Her father knew the whole story but he didn’t even revealed it .....The celebration was about to end bit the time for Samuel to watch Sophie was continue.......
She started making dishes for guests and the other family members.
“Sweat was trickling down Sophie’s face and she kept wiping it again and again. Samuel sitting opposite her, couldn’t help but smile slightly at the sight.” Sophie ignored him and started doing her own work .she was looking stunning in shining black hair which was adding more beauty to her look. She had sparkling eyes and long lasting hair. Samuel was being fascinated by her charming hair look when he first saw him in his childhood .it made him crazy for her .since then he always wished for her. Whenever she needed he came to protect her he was different than other man of her house..He believed in the equality of women to work with them in the household work or outside. HE always wanted a women like Sophie. She was his ideal women.. But family pressure and burden made her mentally sick and ill. That’s why she started finding peace in outside world. He was continuously making her uncomfortable by flashing her a little smell she became little nervous and her hand burnt our of fire. Everyone looked there for once and then ignored her and her father said its just a minor thing go inside and take rest and he gone away. Samuel ran quickly toward her and gave her first aid kit and provide her shelter ..
Ethen was also standing there and looking at her sister like he was going to chew her [laughter] if a man feels hurt then it’s hurting ,oh my baby ,oh my charm you have headache or something else but when it’s comes to women where did all the philosophies gone.. these are not minor thing this a such huge issue in “Pakistan and I think so all over the world. “
Chapter 3
Battling Inner Demons
The day when she looked at someone so deeply that she fell for him. Samuel came there after long time by studying from abroad. He was rather interesting character. According to him, gender difference didn’t exit on the other. He thinks about both gender the same way...Sophie was continuously thinking about the conversation of him which he made with his friend (Sophie’s brother) and she started writing diary.... “Sophie endured numerous hardships from childhood to the present. She was constantly underestimated, kept at a distance from significant things because she was a girl, and denied her own choices. Despite her calm personality, she never complained, but these experiences profoundly impacted her grooming, leaving her habitually silent. When she received grades, she was scolded, while her brother was praised.” That’ was the major contrast between the grooming of both childrens This was the reason she started finding peace in others things like going to bars, making friends which were not according to her taste and standards. It make her mentally sick but she was continuously enduring every kind of different with peace and prosperity. She fought, she fixed every contrast in her personality to make her father, her brother proud but they always seems to be offended. It was a disservice Action for her but she was helpless. She ask her mother a question..”When every responsibility of children, Family, house is on a woman than what the role of a men?? To be just superior?? Or to be just show off their power of becoming a man?
Her mother stayed quite for a silent and then said. Did you see a iron? what I did! And what about gold ? I have seen it too? Can you clarify the difference between both of them?? I don't know the difference I just know they can be sold out and we can earn money.
Let me explain it to you dear. Said her mother.."When iron rusts, it can't be restored to its original state. But when gold gets tarnished, it can be cleaned and restored to its former glory. Similarly, when a woman bears a mark (or scar), the mark may fade, but the scar
remains." Sophie looked at her mother for a while and started whirspiring.then her mother said to her by adding more examples. Women struggle cannot be understood by others. She have to leave her own house, for the sake of survival. We can’t even stay at one house. In order to change the house the priorities of women also change. Like her own house become parenteral house and she came there off and on To be A WOMEN is not a possible work my dear. Its something hard we have to do..
We have to do a lot sacrifice in order to make our in laws happy. We have to kill the child within us .my dear... These types of our small sacrifices man cannot understand... after saying all this her mother gone and Sophie started reading novel... The whole night fighting with those words which was said by her mother it make her restless, she was changing her movements from one place to another. Why always a women . Why can’t education change the outlook of person looking at the world. When a girl trying to do something ،they called her self centre women .when women go outside alone they raped her .even she’s not save with her own family members. Where is principal of law ،where had ethics gone away. Why always I have to sacrifice my dreams .why my brother can do any thing these are now typical things I thinks so she was standing in front of the mirror and saying all these words to herself to boost her inner confident.
The next day came ,she started preparing for collage because it was her first day at collage. But at the first her father didn’t gave her permission to took admission in the collage. She became disappointed. Her mother console her and take her inside...she tried hard to convinced her father but he didn’t pay heed to anything and started shouting and said the outside place is not safe for a girl...
How can it be safe fully??? She said to herself because of men’s objectifying gaze. She said to her mother ..The outside place is dangerous because of these type of conventional men who think women as their property and make them their slave and them women started finding peace ,there kind of world by hiding ,by going outside without even telling them ..
“Too much restriction make a human being an animal “ They should give enough freedom to us mom so that we can live happily mom. You have endured too many difficulties I don’t want to be like you I don’t want to be the slave of a man i want to be a independent women who have her own choice ..it making me crazing mom???? She shouttt allots ...her father was listening her whispered by staying outside the door ..He took a deep breath and gone away...
Her father called Sophia’s mother and gave her permission to get admission in the collage ...”she beemed with joy “ and cleared her mouth and gave a hug to her mother they both became happy.
She happily got admitted into the collage she make new classmate and she Elated with her new life .But their were some restrictions.
One guard was used to naked an eye on her to watch her activities...Her father and brother always look at her with suspicious eyes from the very beginning which made her offender every time she stood up infront of the mirror.
She talked a lot with her by standing for her infront of mirror ...am i a Culprit??? Why they always look at me like iam nothing To them or iam just a offender who is roaming around their house.
A girl should be given equal opportunities to the boys so that so don’t try to find another to find her happiness. She should be given the peace at her own house .it will be beneficial for her and all other family members. During the grooming of both childrens parents should watch the activities of both child’s so see them if they need their parents or not. So that they don’t try to find that kind of peace from outside world . They should gave them plenty of time during their parenting by exposing them to the outside world to make them realise that .the world is not a prison .”The world is beautiful place but your inner side is just messed up”
She was saying all these words to herself and tear were flowing from her eyes.
Beyond Words
It was a Sunday morning, everyone was on the dining table to have Morning meal. Samuel Suddenly appeared there and surprised his friend. All of them invited him for the breakfast.Samueal suddenly looked back and asked a shocking question!. Where had Sophie gone away? Christopher looked at this young bachelor with suspicious eyes and no one ever replied to him.
Okay !.never mind he said to himself [ laughter]
And started having breakfast. Everyone on the dinning table was silent and they were preoccupied in having their breakfast, but Samuel was continuously talking and whispering with Sophie’s mother about her. Today was the special day of Sophie and no one even remembered the day of her birthday, but he did. Every year he brought up cake for her birthday and gave her a surprise. He called her and cut the birthday cake along side her. She gave him a faint smile .. Samuel asked her for a separated time but her father obended .He became nervous and gone away. He liked Sophie since his childhood, but he didn’t revealed it but now he wanted to get her know about his love.
Next day They met in the park and Samuel told her about his love and affection toward her. At First it made her puzzled then he looked at him with sweet and charming look and they falling for each others...That day their story begin...They starting knowing each other contrast, feelings, emotions, and Samuel delved deeply into her personal life. He was hypothetical person and he always imagined Sophie independent women.
He was the one who made him alive by telling her about her beautiful, charming look, by telling her about her personality and then he started adoring her.
Sophie started thinking her one of the beautiful women in the whole world and she started neglected all The hate and disappointment she got from her family. She was becoming emotionally attached with him ... He provided her every kind of facilities which she deserve.
He brought her up toward the world of fantasy and she starting imagining small and little things with keen eyes. Its started asking her comfortable and her beauty continued to blossom...
Samuel made her realized that every man are not like your father and brother and they started living happy life......
Harry got punished for his deeds which he did with Sophia he was caught up with a girl in the club and the cops punished him. After his bail he came to Sophie’s house for apologies, Sophie forgave him and advice him to respect women ..and said next he will be careful and gone away .
Samuel purposed her infront of her all her family members she accepted the purposal and he again try to made her trust on male .He sat an example by giving her equal opportunities, alongside him.
“He said to her while going to shopping I didn’t feel shame in carry on your bag ,I don’t feel shy in holding arm in arm you’re my responsibility and it’s your right wiffey! He said to her by laughing and they gone away “
It’s like real man who cares for girls every little thing which a girl deserves. Because a girl meant to made a sensitive creature in the whole world if Allah made them sensitive and soft spoken then how can be they broken by someone who didn’t even deserve them .
It’s my kind of perspective
Hope you people will
Like and understand
It in a better way .
Regards.....@khadijathoughts
