ORIGINALLY, I DID notintend for âWildflowers for Anna Leeâ to become a full novel. Itwas the prequel, a wayto introducethecharactersandtheInBloomworld Inthatprequel,AnnaLeemetJohnPeersonatthesteampunkfestival, and theybeganto date. The prequel did notdelve into all the challenges and emotions surroundingthese two people meetingandfallinginlove
ANNA LEE FOSTER surveyed the retail space of In Bloom, her flower shop in Bloomington, IL. The grab-n-go bouquetswerereplenished,thecountersweredusted,andhercat,Salty,whotraveledbackandforthtoworkwithher, wassoundasleepinthefrontwindow.
âSounds good!â The cheerful young lady smiled and got to work unpacking the boxes and putting the goods away. Her brunetteponytailswungbackandforth,herprofessionallyappliedhoney-coloredhighlightspracticallyglowing.
AnnaLeelovedbeingaroundtheyoungladieswhoworkedforher.Shelovedtheirenergy,theirenthusiasm,andtheirzest for life Shelikedtopretendtheywereher granddaughters;theywereabouttherightagefor that Whentheycametoher for advice, whether about boys, or friendships, or even schoolwork, she ensured that her advice was helpful. Words were important,andshewantedtoprovidenurturingwordsofwisdom Wordsthatwouldbuildsomeoneup,notbringthemdown Wordswerepowerful.Likeweddingvows,theymeantsomething.Andlikepoisoneddarts,theycouldpiercetheskinand leavelastingwounds.
Anna Lee believed youcould never apologize for somethingyousaid Ifyousaid it, a partofyoumeantit Youcouldnât âtakebackâyourwords.So,shemadesurethatshepaidattentiontothewordsthatcameoutofhermouth.
The server puttheir orders infrontofthem, and Anna Lee was glad for the distraction. She almostregretted meetingher cousinforlunch Shedidnâtwantthepressuretodate Herlifewasfullenoughbetweenherflowershopandtakingcareofher homeandyard.
Changingthe subject, Anna Lee turned the conversationbackto Samand Vic, Tabithaâs sons Those troublemakers were alwaysworthcatchingupon.
March 31stâTime to flip the calendar Tomorrow is April Foolâs Wish I had someone to fool When I was a kid, my parents and I played wonderful tricks on each other. Those were happy times. Before I became a teenager and messed everything up
Met Tabitha for lunch and that woman â s got a date. A date! My lord. Sheâs sixty-five, whatâs she need a date for? She doesnât need financial help Maybe sheâs bored I wish her boys would settle down and give her some grandkids Then she wouldnât be worried about that dating nonsense
In the restaurantâs parking lot, I discovered a small patch of wildflowers, and I picked a lovely bunch of blue phlox When I got home, I put them in a blue mason jar They look lovely sitting on the windowsill above the sink. Yes, I work with beautiful formal flowersâroses, irises, tulips, etcâon a daily basis, but wildflowers are my favorite They have to work hard to make it No one is coddling and tending to them They just sprout and grow all on their lonesome, like me!
Driving home, I thought about my dates over the years I could count on one hand the number of men I went out with after Gene died So few, yet I still canât even remember all their names Donât matter They werenât special. Gene was. Maybe no one could live up to his memory.
I wonder what it would be like to date someone now Would we have anything in common to talk about? All I know is flowers and gardening. And a little bit about repurposing stuff. That may be a lost art. We are living in such throwaway times I hope the young people wake up and demand action for the environment If we wear out this world, where are we going to live?
What really burns my bacon is all the climate deniers Yelling so loudly that we must be wrong for worrying about it But the oceans are heating up, the bugs, birds, and bees are dying I can see that with my own eyes. Fewer of all of them since I was a kid. But yet, letâs build more houses and freeways. And use more pesticides and chemicals in our food Thatâs a great idea
Whew, Iâm tired. Iâd better get off my soapbox before I work myself up into a tizzy. Already feel my blood pressure boiling
Maybe if I retired, I could get involved more to raise awareness, protest, write letters to officials, and advocate on behalf of the planet. âAnna Lee for Climate Actionâ would be my battle cry!
âThereâs no need to rush,â he told himself. Thoughthe clothes were showingheavyindentations where theyrested onthe hangers, and he worried theywould be out of date before he could get themto a charitythat could use them People who neededtheclothesprobablywerenâttooconcernedaboutwhetherthestyleswerecurrent,hejustifiedtohimselfasheletthem hang,unused,alittlelonger.
Hecheckedthetime,wantingtocallhiseldest,Kelley,beforeherdaybecamebusycaringforheryoungchildren.Heknew Sundays were their âcalmbefore the stormâday, as Kelleyliked to call it Their dayto reset and readythemselves for the upcomingworkweekanddaycare.
It was eight-thirty, and Johndecided it was as good a time as anyto call her, so he picked up his phone and dialed her number.
John winced. He hated this question. Since his wife had died, he found his evenings and weekends at home filled with nothingthatinterestedhim Heroamedaroundhis largehomeandtriedtothinkofthings todo Heâdmovealampfromone roomtoanother,orwashthesheetsontheguestbeds,hopingforaguest,orheâdreorganizethebookcases.Nothingproductive. Heneededtogetoutmore Heknewpartofhislackofinterestwasdepression,andheknewheshouldtalktohisdoctorabout it.
Kelleyalwaysworriedaboutherdad,andJohnknewheneededtoactmorelikethegrown-uphere âIâmeatingfine Three squaresadayandasnack.Ortwo,âheaddedwithachuckle.
âNo IstaybusyâHethoughtabouttheleakintheguestbathroomsink Heneededtofixthat âIdonâtthinkIâmmopingâ âFine. Butitâs still OKto date. We wishyouwould. Ithinkyouâd be happier ifyoufound the rightpersonto spend time withâ
ANNALEE TIED her gardeningapronaround her waistand pulled ona pair ofgloves. She picked up a pair ofsnips fromthebenchinhertoolshedandmadeherwayoutthedoor.Itwasagloriousspringday,andshehadalotofyard worktodo.ItwasMonday,herdayoffandshewasgoingtotakeadvantageofnorainandplentifulsunshine.
âNoproblem.Igotyou.âLuellynwalkedaway,andAnnaLeeliftedahandinahalf-heartedwave.Sheâdhavetothrow a fewdollarsinherpocketbeforeLuellynreturned,soshecouldpayherforthesugar.
Anna Lee appreciated neighbors like that Ones thatlooked outfor you, didnâtplaythe stereo too loudly, and kepta tidy yard.
Youworriedaboutthosethingswhenyoulivedalone.AnnaLeewasfearfulthatsheâdtakeaspilldownthestairsorhavea medicalemergencyandlieonthefloorforhoursordaysbeforeanyonenoticed.SheimaginedSaltycirclingher,meowingin distress andunable tohelp She made sure the bagofcatfoodwas accessible toSalty Whenhis bowl was filledregularly, heâdleaveitalone,butifsomethinghappenedtoherandthecatgotdesperate,shefiguredhecouldripintothebagandhelp himself Thatâswhyshealsomadesurethetoiletbowllidswereup sothecatwouldhaveaccesstowater
Workingintheyardbroughtbackmemoriesoffollowinghermotherandgrandmotheraroundtheiryards.Theyâdtaughther how toidentifyplants,how toprunethem,how totakecareofthem,andwhichwerefriendor foe Shevaluedtheoldways and folklore thather mother and grandmother had passed downto her. She justwished she herselfhad someone to pass the knowledgeonto.Maybesheshouldwriteabook.
fromthewind Sheproceededdowntherowofplantsandstoodtoadmirethebleedingheartsthathadrecentlybloomed She lovedthefunshapeandcolorsofthered,pink,andwhitevarietiesinheryard.
Her large orange tabbycatcame quickly;he loved the word âtreatâ She trudged up the backporchsteps and opened the doortoher three-story,pinkVictorianhome.Itspurpleandwhitetrimmayhavebeenoverthetoptosomepeople,butAnna Leefeltitsuitedherperfectly Colorful,decorative,aging,withafewnicksandscrapeshereandthere
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fewtreatsintoSaltyâsdishandmadeapieceoftoastforherself.Afterfillinghercoffeecupandaddinga splashofmilk,sheheadedtothetableandgrabbedherjournal.Beforeopeningit,shepickedupherwalletandpulledthree dollarbillsoutofit. That should be enough for the brown sugar,shethought. Shefoldedthebillsandputtheminthepocket ofherapron,sincethepantsshewaswearingdidnâthaveanypockets
Monday, April 2ndâAny day filled with work in the yard is a great day, and today was almost perfect
Got to fill my lungs with fresh air, dig into the dirt, and walk around barefoot, soaking up the earthâs goodness Renewed my wild-woman energy Talked to nature, talked to my ancestors, and talked to myself
The bleeding hearts are blooming. Beautiful little blooms. Every time they begin to bloom, I relive the loss of Gene again. When his sister called me to tell me, I fainted right there in the kitchen, in front of my mom I had just figured out I was pregnant Knowing that he would not come home to help me take care of our baby was devastating. Another tragic story from that damn war.
On a happier note, Luellyn went to the store, and I asked her for brown sugar so I can make chocolate chip and pecan cookies. Iâll mix up a full batch, but only bake a few and put the rest of the batter in the freezer Good to have some on hand Just in case unexpected company drops by
Still thinking about lunch with Tab on Sat Canât believe sheâs going on a date Well, I canât blame her for wanting company. There are times I wish I had a companion. Someone to talk to. Someone who can talk back, unlike Salty I amble around this big old house, and I see bedrooms that havenât had an overnight guest in twenty years. There was a time when Tabby and her boys would come and stay with me. Weâd have a lovely time, trying to teach the boys pinochle and other card games Theyâd bore quickly Cards never had bells and whistles like their video games.
Maybe someday one of the boys will marry and have kids and they could come and stay Though with their current trajectory, that wonât happen in my lifetime
Maybe I should think about selling this place and finding something smaller. But I would hate leaving my beautiful yard and all the flowers Iâve nurtured over the years My peony trees, my asters, tulips I could go on and on.
Tabby and I could get a place together Now that her boys are grown, her house is too big for her, too
But Iâm not moving to Peoria. She could move here. Or we could pack up and move south. Iâve heard good things about Tennessee Or maybe one of the Carolinas And the winters wouldnât be so cold Sometimes I think my fingers will freeze and fall off when it gets so cold
Though moving out of state may make it harder for my daughter to find me if she ever tries to. Donât know if she knows she was adopted Maybe she doesnât even know I exist Maybe I could look for her Naw, Iâd be too afraid sheâd reject me. Best just to imagine sheâs had a good, happy life. Thatâs what I wanted for her when I let her go
Now, everything hurts my head, my body, and my heart. Knew I shouldnât have sat down.
September 27, 1991âClosed on the house today!I have a hand cramp after signing so many papers My first house and who knows, it may be my only house.
It took my breath away the first time I saw it Yes, itâs run down and needs a ton of work, but Iâm ready to go. I can restore it to its former glory.
Itâs a mess, to be honest The exterior walls are an ugly, ugly! lime green and the trim is a lemon yellow Yuck! Must have been a good paint sale. But itâs all chipped and peeling. Walking around outside, you can see little flakes of paint everywhere Oh well, gonna be a lot more chips before itâs done Iâll have to scrape all three stories off before I can repaint Iâm thinking pink and purple My favorite colors
Weeds and ugly evergreen shrubs have taken over the yard. Those got to go, and soon. You can barely walk around without getting a bramble caught on your clothes
Thereâs a small garage which Iâll use to house all my gardening supplies and my scooter. Itâs too small for a car and I never wanted a big gas-guzzler, anyway
I sketched out some ideas on what to plant in the yard. I want it to be full of old-fashioned blooms. Hydrangeas, peonies, hostas, hollyhocks, and columbines. I want ALL the flowers, really. Maybe some I could even grow for In Bloom, be my own supplier
If all goes well, by my estimate, it may take me eight years to rehab it top to bottom. Or rather, bottom up, not counting the basement Iâm going to start in the heart of the home, the kitchen on the main floor This house was subdivided into apartments over the years, so there are technically two kitchenettes on the second floor and one on the third Iâll tear all of them out This will be a single-family home again while Iâm here.
The first floor will have the sunny kitchen, overlooking the screened-in back porch and yard, a large dining room, with two corner mahogany built-ins (thank goodness no one ripped those out), a small back den, a formal living room, and a woman â s parlor.
The second floor will eventually have four bedrooms and a shared hall bath
The third floor will be a large, open space with light. It will be my craft and hobby room. That way all my in-progress projects will be out of sight of company
Canât wait to have the first sleep-over with Tabitha and her family The little boys will have a ball, running back and forth in the attic, when they get older.
Did I mention the turret? I envision building a curved bench window seat on both the second and third floors, so I can sit and look out at the view. The first-floor area is part of the women â s parlor. Iâll put two wingback chairs there with a small tea table in front of them, for entertaining
Yes, itâs probably more room than a single woman needs, but I want to restore it to its original purpose a home for a large family Unless I marry a man with half a dozen kids, it wonât have a large family in my lifetime Iâm 39 now, the only way Iâm having a family is if I marry into one
Or, of course, if my daughter ever tries to find me. Sheâs an adult now, 22. If she knows she was adopted, she could search me out I still hold onto that dream I always will Maybe someday sheâll get to see this house. Itâs my greatest wish.
âFine.âShepickedupher martini glass andtookalongsip.Goodthingsheâdwalkedfromher apartmentandcouldwalk home.
Johnmarveledathowhecouldseebothatwenty-seven-year-oldwomanandaseven-year-oldchildbeforehimatthesame time Hewassureheâdhadthesameconversationwithhertwentyyearsago,whenaboyteasedherinclass âAreyouseeinganyone?âheasked,aftertheyhadexhaustedtheconversationaboutwork.
Johnthoughtaboutthe upcomingappointmentwithhis doctor whenhe would mentionhis lackofinterestand feelings of sadness Hemightbedepressed,butheâdneversaythattohisdaughter âIâmfine. Iâmlookinginto volunteering, tostaybusyonthe weekends and evenings ifIcan.â Shoot. Heâdhave to follow throughonthatnow
âNo,Istayclosetofortynow.âHisbosswouldnâtlethimworkmorethanthat.âVolunteeringmightfillsomeofthevoid.I hope Icanfind volunteer workthatwould be a good fitfor me. Maybe meetsome new people. Youknow. Iwas talkingto Kelleyovertheweekend,andshewasencouragingmetogetoutthereanddateâ
He watched closelyfor Taraâs reaction. Whenever this subjecthad come up inthe past, sheâd usuallyresorted to tears. It wasprobablysmarttohavebroughtituphere,inpublic,thecowardâsway Taratookasharpbreath.âShedid,huh?âShechewed,contemplating.âAreyousureyouârereadyforthat,Daddy?Imean, itâsonlybeenafewyearssinceMom â
âItâsacosplaytypeofthing PeopledressupliketheywalkedoffaspaceshipfromVictorianEngland Therewillbesome demonstrations,acting,vendors.Idonâtknowmuchaboutit,butIâveheardgoodthings.â Itcould be a Renaissance fair or a pie-eatingcontest Itdidnâtmatter, butifTara wanted to spend time withhim, he was going.
âIâmin.Tellmewhenandwhere.â
CHAPTERFIVE
SATURDAY MORNING WAS an easier start to the Cogs and Corsets Steampunk Festival. Since the merchandise vendorsâtables were inside the communitybuilding,theycouldbe leftinplace overnight.Anna Lee hadevenfeltsafe leavingheritemsforsaleintotesstashedunderthetableskirts.
Anna Lee glanced around. âYes, and youcansee how the vendors dress up and have a lotoffun!The people who come througharejustasinteresting Ienjoyjustpeople-watchingâ
Visitors came into the vendor hall a few minutes early, and Anna Lee was thankful theywere readytogo. Theyremained busyallmorning.Therewasalullaroundlunchtime,andshesuggestedLaurentakeabreak.
Assoonasshewalkedaway,awomanstoppedbytobrowsetheflowercrownsondisplay.AnnaLeeâsbreathcaughtwhen the womanlooked up and smiled ather. She had a slightgap betweenher frontteeth, justlike Geneâs. Anna Lee reminded herselfthatshecouldnâtstartimaginingthedaughtersheâdgivenupforadoptionineverybiracialwomanshesaw Sherubbed herthumbupanddownthemiddlefingeronherrighthand,anervoushabitshecouldnotbreak.
The customer completed the purchase and strolled away Anna Lee thoughtaboutthe nieces and hoped theywould enjoy theircrowns.
Nica,theyoungwomanAnnaLeehadrecentlyhiredatInBloom,stoppedbytochatwithAnnaLeeabouttheboothsetup AnnaLeehadtoldhershewantedsomesortofinterestingboothsetupforcraftandvendorfairslikethis.Nicawantedtoget some ideas for this festival and was also thinking about flexibility, as Anna Lee needed the design to work for various festivals.NicapromisedshewouldstopbylaterintheweektoshareacoupleofsketcheswithAnnaLee.
Shortly after Nica left, Lauren returned with a salad for each of them. They ate quickly and readied themselves for the afternoonrush
Thirtyminutes before closingtime, the crowd had thinned, and Anna Lee told Laurenitwas time to pickup. Theywould leavetwoofeachtypeofproductout,andifsomeonewasinterestedinsomethingbutwantedadifferentcolor,theycoulddig throughtheboxesforthedesiredcolor
He laughed, a deep, comfortable laughthatwarmed Anna Leeâs soul. âGood, Ilike to be memorable.â He pulled outhis wallet âHowwasbusinessthisweekend?â
Shearrangedherthings,tookthephoneofftheendtable,settingitbesideher.Sheknewshewasoneofthelastonesonher blockwithacordedhomephone,butsheappreciatedthatitneverneededtobecharged ShedialedhercousinTabitha,whoansweredonthefourthring. âYes?âTabithasqueakedintothephone âTabby? Itâs me. Whatâre youdoing?â Anna Lee reached for the tea and eased backinto the couchcushions, hopingthis wouldbealongchat.
Tabithaletoutasoftgrunt,andAnnaLeeimaginedtheotherwomansittingatherkitchentable.âToldyouyouâregettingtoo old to keep thatup, Anna Lee Itâs time to retire!Enjoyyourselfwhile youcan Wonâtbe longuntil all the ailments hold us back.â
She returned the phone to the end table and curled her feetup onthe couch, rubbingthe buniononher leftfoot Tabithaâs commentaboutretiringcameback.Ifsheretired,shewouldhavemoretimetoworkinhergardenandmakethings.Therewere afewgardenshowsaroundthestatesheâdwantedtoattend,butnevercouldbecauseofwork.
If only I had a plan for the shop after I retire If I could train someone in the business Always hoped someone would work for me and would be interested in taking it over. Tillyâs the only one whoâs ever shown a real interest in the shop. She likes to do things beyond her job description Sheâs got gumption; I love that She doesnât have a planned career path yet, but sheâs young. Sometimes she says sheâs just in college to find a husband. I think sheâs kidding about thatâŠ
April 7âIâm exhausted. Will keep this short. Steampunk Fest today. What a gas. The costumes, the people. Had a ball.
Met a handsome man John Peerson Nice Funny Good-looking Thought about Tabâs encouragement to date. Maybe sheâs right. What else am I going to do when I retire? Get another cat and become a crazy cat lady?
Maybe it is time to think about retiring. The workdays are getting harder. I can get through the day, but when I come home, thereâs not much left
If I retired, maybe I could travel I always wanted to but never had the chance I would love to see all fifty states. Well, forty-nine. No way am I getting on a plane and flying over an ocean. Thatâs rubbish. Iâll only go where I can get there by land
Iâm not a fan of driving. Maybe I could talk Tabby into driving sheâs more comfortable behind the wheel We could road-trip! We could be like Thelma and Louise and have an adventure Well, not exactly like Thelma and Louise; would like to make it home.
We probably couldnât drive out west or too far east We could hit the Midwestern statesâWisconsin, Indiana, Michigan, Ohio That would be a good start
Having a gentleman to travel with would be nice. Safe.
Well, itâs only seven-thirty, but Iâm taking a bath and Iâm crawling into bed Might not get out of bed until Monday. If Salty will let me.
December 16, 1968âThere is a new boy in my history class. He is so outrageously handsome. His family just moved here from Tennessee, and he has that southern drawl that makes my heart skip to my Lou The teacher asked him what his three favorite things are, and he said ânature, listening to music, and making thingsââthose are all my favorite things too!
His name is Gene Powell After the teacher introduced him, he sat at the desk behind me I was so nervous that Iâd do or say something stupid. After class, I stood and introduced myself to him. He shook my hand, and I felt a flash of electricity shoot up my arm He looked at me with surprise, like he hadnât expected anyone to speak to him.
Heâs tall, at least six feet Broad shoulders He didnât slouch, stood tall, like he was daring someone to give him a hard time He had a sweet smile and a dimple in one cheek His eyes were friendly and warm I think he had a scar on his forehead, but it could have been the lighting. Iâll try to look closer tomorrow.
Heâs African American, but I donât care My grandma always said when you close your eyes, you canât see the color of someone â s skin. It doesnât matter. Of course, it might matter to my parents, but they canât rule my whole life Iâm getting too far ahead of myself He probably wouldnât even find someone like me attractive. Iâm too skinny and underdeveloped. I look more like a boy than a girl.
To pass time before he could call his daughter, he ranto the grocerystore and the car wash, thenpicked up a newspaper beforeheadinghome.
The morning felt a little warmer than usual The people he encountered seemed to be excited about the beautiful spring morning, and everyone was pleasant to each other. John wondered if the entire world had awakened in a good mood that morningorifitwasjusthim.Hewascurioustoseehowhisdaughtersoundedwhenhephonedher.
Once he feltitwas late enoughfor her tobe up,he calledandwaitedpatientlyfor her toanswer.She didwitha hushed, âGoodmorning.â
âThatsoundswonderfulâJohnthoughtKelleyseemedchippertodayaswell Good,itwasnâtonlyhim Hewonderedhow longhecouldaskaboutKelleybeforesharinghisnews.âHowâsAlex?Thekids?You?â âWeâre all good, Dad. Livingthe ratrace. Tryingto find balance. Youknow. How are things inBloomington? Have you talkedtomysisterslately?â
âPerhapsyoucouldtextthemandsay,âHey,puttingthekidsdownnow,Iâmfreeforthenexttwohoursifyoucantalk.âDo that a few nights a week, and I bet youmight hear fromone or both Or schedule a Zoomcall whenyouâre all available Everyoneâsdoingthatthesedays.â
âRight,wedidthatduringlockdownwithyou IkindofmissourZoomfamilydinnersâ âMaybeweshouldstartthatbackup.OratleastIcouldgetTaraandDeanahere,andthenwecangetonZoomwithyou.â âAnd have all three of youtalkingover eachother? That sounds like a nightmare. I like the idea about familyZoomies, though,eachfromourownplace MaybeaSundayeveningthingâ
John chuckled. âLockdown or no lockdown. Letâs do it. I marvel sometimes, wondering what your mother would have thoughtaboutthepandemic.SometimesIâmthankfulshemissedit.Shewouldhaveworriedtoomuch.â
She hungup as soonas he said goodbye. Johnchuckled as he put the phone downonthe table. The talkwas what heâd needed Hewasnâtlookingforpermissionfromhisgirlsbutknowingthatatleastoneofthemwasallrightwiththeideaeased alittleoftheanxietyhewasfeeling.Helookedatthecalendaranddecidedhewasgoingtogoforit.Thisweek.Hesearched onlineforthebusinesshoursofInBloomandsawthatthestorewasclosedonMondays HeâdgoonTuesday
AnnaLeetookastepback,andherinitialshockeased.Herfacesoftenedintoasmileassherealizedshewasthrilledtosee Johnagain âWell,whatasurprise Ithoughtyoursecretaryorderedallyourflowersâ âIwanted to let youknow she was orderingfromanother florist, but she will order fromInBloomfromnow on. And I
wanted to bringyouthese. I thought youmight enjoysome simple roadside flowers.â He dropped his gaze to the bouquet, lookingbackatAnnaLeewithanuncertainsmile.âThoughImustconfess,Idonâtknow muchaboutflowers.IhopeIdidnât pickanypoisonivyâ
AnnaLeeapproachedandgazedatthebouquet.Itwassoprettyandvibrant,itremindedherofwarmdaysandlongwalks. âNope Nopoisons This here is GoldenAlexander itâs a greatpollinator andthis lightpurple flower is WildGeranium, anothergreatpollinator,andthisbrightpurpleoneisWoodlandPhlox.â
âNo,definitelynot.âHeshookhisheadasheheldupahandinastopgesture.âThesewereplentiful.Ionlytookafew of eachâ
âThenyouârefine.âShereachedoutandpattedhisarm.âIâmimpressedthatyourememberthelinkbetweentheflowersand thebees Fewpeopledothesedays Whichisapparent,withalltheenvironmentalissuesweârehavingâShestoppedbabbling and smiled at John. âI appreciate the flowers; that was sweet of you. Canât remember the last time someone brought me flowers IthinkitâstheoldadageofthecobblerâskidshavingnoshoesâShetookthebouquetfromJohnandglancedaround foracontainer.âHmm,Ihavetheperfectcontainerinmyoffice.Holdonaminute.â
She tookthe flowers to the office and grabbed a white pitcher froma shelf. Itwas used for celebrations withthe girls birthdays, graduations, and going-away parties She hated the going-away parties, but she hosted themwith a big smile It meantthegirlsweremovingonwiththeirlivesandtheircareers.
âOnmyown,for over thirtyyears.Iworkedfor anamazingfloristinEastPeoriafor tenyears beforethat.Learnedabout runningabusiness.Learnedthecraftofflowerarrangement.Thenthisbuildingbecameavailable,anditcalledtome.â âItâsanunusualbuilding.â
âItis!AnoldStandardOilGasStation Closedinthesixtiesandsatemptyforyears Cameonthemarketinthelateeighties, and Ijumped onthe opportunity. Tooka couple years to restore it. Ofcourse, Iwas still workingfull-time while Idid that. Drovebackandforthmostdays Washerealldayonmydaysoff ButIhadthevision,andIwasmuchyoungerthenâ Sheglancedaroundandshookherheadatthememories.âIâmsureyoudidnâtcomebytohearmereminisce.WhatcanIdo foryou,Mr.Peerson?â
âIdonâtknow whattosay,â she responded,her eyes dartingfromJohntothe floor,tothe window,andbacktoJohn She tookasmallstepbackward.âIdonâtdriveafterdark.â
âFridaynight. Dinner and conversationsound lovely; thankyoufor the invite. I have to sayIâmout of practice withthe datingthing.PleasetellmeifImakeanyforpars.â
ANNA LEE WAS thankful to have company in the shop on Thursday afternoon. Tilly and Lauren were helping with centerpieces for a birthdaycelebrationthatevening. Itwas a beautiful day, and Anna Lee had opened the garage bay door toletinfreshair while theyworked.Saltywas curledupinside the door,lyingina beamofsunlight.Anna Lee wasconfidenthewouldnâtgofarifhewokeandstretchedhislegsoutdoors.
Anna Lee grabbed another vase and broughtitbackto the worktable As she satdown, a car drove up to the frontofthe porticoandparked.âAh,savedbythecustomer.IâllgotakecareofthisandansweryourquestionswhenIcomeback.â
âNo Notyet,âTillyreplied âBesides,youweregettingreadytogiveusallthescrumptiousdetailsaboutyourdate Evenif we were done,wewouldnâtbeleaving!â
AnnaLeesatonherstoolandgrabbedahandfulofrosesfromthebucketonthetable âOh,right That Well,yousawhim, Lauren.ThemanthatcameuplateSaturdayatthefestival.â
September 13, 2021âHired a new girl today Matilda Miller She goes by Tilly Sweet young lady, bubbly and outgoing. Sheâs a talker! She talked about the weather, restaurants within a three-block radius of the store, the ISU football schedule She couldnât get enough of Salty I thought the girl was gonna run off with my cat!
Iâve never seen a girl talk so much Normally, that would put me off, but there was something about her I felt a genuine connection with her in no time. Though sheâs nearly fifty years younger than me, it felt like we were fast friends. Never felt that with someone Iâve interviewed before. It was very strange. The interview flew by, and we were still talking about extraneous stuff I didnât ask any of my normal questions
Donât matter, I could tell by the way she dressed and carried herself that she has an eye for beauty. She had on a coneflower blue shift dress with a matching shrug and heels She could have been interviewing for a job at the phone company. And she could talk to anyone. Sheâll do great in the store, helping customers.
I bet she has to shoo the boys away Seems like sheâd attract â em like flies to a cow patty She starts next week.
I smell my banana bread. Better grab it before it burns.
He looked downlike a kid caught withhis hand inthe cookie jar. âCut mylegwhenI was usingthe weed whacker on Sunday.Gotagoodgash.ThatâswhatIgetforbeingboredandtryingtodothelandscapingmyself.âHeshookhishead.âThe doctorwantedtomakesureitdidnâtleadtosomethingelse.Oh,andtheseareforyou.âHeheldoutthebouquet.
Anna Lee tookthe flowers and turned towards the kitchen âGoodness!Ihave nonalcoholic drinks, too Come oninto the kitchen.â
Inthe kitchen, she gestured towards the table and told Johnto take a seat. She bustled aboutputtingthe flowers ina blue masonjarandgettingicedteafromtherefrigerator Settingbothonthedinette,shewenttothecupboardforglasses Johnsatatthetableandputthetophatontheseatnexttohim.âYouhavealovely,colorfulhome.Itsuitsyouperfectly.â âThankyou Iloveit,âshesaidasshepouredtea âThoughIsometimesfeellikeIâmrattlingaroundinahousethatâswaytoo bigfor me.Butthatâswhatyougetwhenyouâresingleandmoveintoafour-bedroomVictorian.Thesehouseswerebuiltfor largefamilies ButIfellinlovewithitthemomentIsawit Thegarden,thebrickdriveway,theturret EverythingIwantedina house.â
Shesatdownatthetableandtookadrinkofthetea. Everything except a family,shethought.
âThatâs a storyfor another time. If I tell youall mysecrets now, youwonât take me out for a nice dinner.â Movingthe spotlightoffherself,sheasked,âWhataboutyou?Thebasics Maritalstatus Family Goâ
John smiled. âIâma widower. Lost my wife, Margaret, five years ago. We have three beautiful daughters. Kelley is the oldest Sheâsthirty-four SheâsmarriedtoAlex,andtheyhaveasonandadaughter NextisDeana,sheâsthirty-one Engaged Willgetmarriednextspring.AndmyyoungestisTara.Shedates,butnoseriousrelationship.â
âIwonâtboreyouwiththenonessentialstonight Iguessitâsgoodtocomecleanandletyoudecideifyouâreinterestedin seeingmeanymore.âShetookadeepbreathandsetthegelatocupdown.âInever married.Iwasdeeplyinloveasayoung woman Ateenager Seventeenyears old, and IthoughtIhad found the love ofmylife His name was Gene Itwas the late sixties,andyoucouldsaywewerestar-crossedlovers.HewasBlack,andmyparentsdidnâtapprove.Itdidnâtmattertome. Hebecamethesinglemostimportantthinginmylife.Hewasthesweetest,kindestman.HejoinedtheArmyandwassentto Vietnam Hedidnâtreturnhomeâ
âYouhavetobestrongtogothroughlosingsomeoneyouloveatsuchayoungage,âJohnsaid âIdonâtknow aboutstrong,â she said. âIthinkitbroke me. Broke animportantpartofme. Iâve never healed fromit. Itâs preventedmefromlettinganyonegettoocloseandfromfallinginloveagainâ
She thoughtaboutthe pregnancyandthe babysheâdgivenupfor adoption.She was notspringingthatonJohnonthe first date Thosewoundsrandeepandsharingthestorywithanear-strangercouldripthescarswideopen Ifhewasrepulsedby thedecisionsheâdmademorethanfiftyyearsago,andwhywouldnâthebe,thenallthepainandheartachewouldboiloverand makeamessofherheartalloveragain.
âFindinga love like that canfeel like a once-in-a-lifetime occurrence,â Johnsaid, squeezingher hand and pullingback âTherewasatimewhenIfeltthatwayaboutMargaret.Thatshewouldbemyonetrueloveforallmylife.Idonâtmeantosay IloveheranylessnowthanIeverdid Iloveherasmuchasever ButIfound,afterthegriefsubsided,thattherewasroomin myheartformorelove.Anditdoesnâttakeawaymyloveformywife.Ithinkourcapabilitytoloveisexpansive.Likewhen ourfirstdaughterwasborn,Ithoughtmyheartcouldnâthandleanymoreloveandjoy.Thenthenextchildcomesalong,andyou seethatthereisplentyofroomformorelove.â
John smiled and nodded. âYouâre right. Let me pay the check and Iâll take you home. I hope the seriousness of the conversationdidnâtscareyoutoomuchâ
Onthe drive backto her house, Johnexplained where he lived, and she discovered his house was onlya few miles from hers.Itwouldbeaneasyscooterride,lovelyinthesummer.
The car pulleduptothe curbinfrontofher house muchtoosoon She blinkedher eyes andlookedupatthe large house, notingthatthetrimneededtobescrapedandpaintedagain.Shehaddoneitherselfthelasttime,almosteightyearsago.Now shedreadedclimbingthetallladderstoreachthesecondandthird-storytrim Ifshefell,itwouldbeallover Evenifshelived throughthefall,theconvalescencewouldbelongandpainful.Shefearedneedingarehabilitationcenter;ifshewentin,would shecomeout?
He reached for her hand and held it. She wanted to bottle the feelingthat flowed fromhis touch, as if she was canning veggiestogetherthroughalong,hardwinter.
Asmile started onthe leftside ofhis mouthand slowlyspread âItwas mypleasure Truly Havenâtfeltthis hopeful and excitedsincemywifepassedaway.Iwilltreasureoureveningtogether,andIcanâtwaittodoitagain.Ihopeyouagreewith meâ
Shesmiled.âIagree.â
âGood Good Iknowyouareworkingtomorrow WoulditbeallrightifIcallyoutomorroweveningtocheckin,seehow yourdaywent?â
Before Anna Lee could respond, Johnleaned forward and pressed his lips softlyto her cheek. She closed her eyes and inhaledthewarm,earthyscentofhisaftershave Herarmsroseoftheirownaccordandrestedonhisarms;shehadtheurgeto wrapherarmsaroundhimandholdhimclose,butthatwouldbetooforwardofher.
