Th e Wa l k i n g
Lale h Khadivi
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everywhere, we are leaving. In desert villages, mountain towns and old cities, the worried minds hum with decision-making, decisions made. We meet in groups to talk it over, to look into the eyes of family, lovers and dear friends and ask. Do we go? Hands reach out, cigarettes are smoked, cup after cup of tea is taken and the talk is talked until the time comes and radios are turned on, turned up, and we are silent at the sounds of the afternoon news. Today the venerable Ayatollah Ruholla Khomeini took his place as supreme leader . . . today the exiled Shah was denied asylum in France . . . today two million took to Azadi Square in Tehran to voice their independence from the manipulative forces of the British, the Americans . . . Radios are turned down, turned off, but the news stays. It hangs heavy in the air of rooms where we gather to watch night fall and ask the questions that come, urgent without pause. 1
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Where then? For how long? What to take? What to leave? Hands rummage in pockets, over prayer beads, into knitting, cooking and games, to any thoughtless actions that free our minds to work furiously on this new knot that jumbles the threads of our lives. Yes, now the Shah is gone and that is good, but who knows what the mullahs want for us? We have suffocated under the Shah and now we will suffocate under this regime of Allah and Allah and Allah. We audition hopeful outcomes. This is the worst of it. The people will settle. It cannot stay like this forever. Don’t worry. Everything will fall back into place. It always does. And for the night, nothing is decided, and through sleep and into dreams, questions are asked, talk is talked, this side and that. We must go. Must we? Yes. For our dignity. For our future. For a chance. This new regime is not capable of dignity. I heard just the other day, Mehri Khanoum was walking down the streets and they approached her, told her to wipe the vanity off her lips, a razor blade hidden in the napkin . . . just like that. I heard, the mass hangings . . . I heard a stoning in the square . . . Other voices said, Sit for a minute, have a chai, let us think it through. 2
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You know, this is Iran, regimes are like seasons, always passing, always changing. I say it is a good thing this corrupt Shah is gone. Let us just wait. Just watch. Ack! This mullah will go too, give him a few years and some other scourge will take his place. Who knows what tomorrow holds? Not I. We know what only God knows? Relax. Here, there, go, stay, problems are everywhere. At least here I am a man among my countrymen.You are a woman among your sisters, and outside our window is a world where we see our faces in the faces we see. Show me another world like that and I might follow you there. Even so, many are gone before the New Year. If yes, we go the way all the natural world goes, first a few and then the flood. And new decisions must be made. I will go alone. No, it’s best, let us go, he and I, and then we will send for you. Give me a few weeks to settle in, an apartment, jobs, visas. What if we sent the children ahead? They will be safe in school. It is complicated, but safer. It is simple, but more dangerous. And decisions after those. Do we go by foot? By bus? Which border is still open? There is a smuggler, to the south, for a price . . . we have some money. We have enough money to go by plane. By plane while we still can. It is fastest, the most certain. And the decisions after that. Leave it all.Take it all. Bring only one suitcase. Bring the suitcase and the old photos. Bring nothing but the two rugs from Tabriz. 3
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Yes, Baba’s rugs. No, not to sell. Just to have. We must have that, have something, at least. Like that we are gone. We cannot decide how we arrive, but in the end, we are all received the same. Those of us who wheel our belongings out of customs into a hive of waiting relatives at LAX are no different from those of us with scraped palms and bruised kneecaps who linger in cheap rooms in Frankfurt, Milan or Karachi waiting for the next piece of luck or we who stand in long embassy lines until it is our turn to announce. I am Baha’i. They have burned my home for my beliefs. I am Jewish. Our father and uncles have been missing for two months. I am Kurdish. My blood alone is a death sentence in this new regime. And we—the welcomed, the waiting, the persecuted—are not that different from the dreamer who follows a trail of wanderlust that leads him to America, where he arrives excited and alone, ready to be taken by that which does not welcome or reject any of us: the streets, the sidewalk, the California sea.
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as saladin planned his sendoff, a party. In his mind he invites them all. His brother, Ali; his four sisters; his father, who will not come, so deep does the abandonment cut into his pride. A few friends from school. Mr. Hosseini the English teacher and Ahmed the projectionist and of course Haleh, which means of course her sister, which means he will have to divide his attentions between the two or recruit Ali to share the duty of entertaining the prettiest sisters in the mountain town. Either way, Haleh will wear her famous purple mini-jupe, stand beside the table of sweets and let her eyes well with tears that Saladin brushes from her cheeks with his thumb as he whispers, It is only for a year, or two. Then you will join me, you must. A feast of favorite dishes— gorhmeh sabzi, joojeh kebab, shirin pollo—all prepared without his request, without even his want, and laid out on the sofre like the last of all food. And music, all night there is music. Pepino, Adamo, the Beatles, and in case anyone should mistake his destination, a lot 5
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of Elvis and even more Beach Boys. Music and much dancing in the pressed shirt and creased jeans and sunglasses that don’t come off until the evening’s end when everyone insists they must look into his eyes to more properly offer advice, well-wishes, envy and embraces. Saladin promises to write, to call, to come back as soon as he is rich, as soon as he is married, as soon as he can, but secretly hopes to shake all of it—the party, the sisters, the promises—off the instant his chest fills with the lightness of flight as the plane eases itself off the only earth he has ever known. He plans for the joy of a departure inevitable, celebrated, long foreseen. As it happened, their father woke them with angry shouts. Posho! Saladin! Ali! Up! The brothers knew better than to ask.They dressed randomly in the dark and climbed into the cab of the old military truck their father drove to work. A steady rain fell over them, but by the time the truck engine came to life, the wetness had evaporated off their arms and faces, leaving behind a slight damp in the places their bodies had touched. As they drove, the sky grew bright slowly, one degree for each cigarette their father lit, another degree every time he muttered. Say nothing. Follow their orders. Obey what they ask of you, what I ask.Then it will be done and they will leave us alone. God willing, they will leave us alone. God willing. Say nothing . . . like this he rambled until sunlight filled the slits between the clouds and made the rain shine silver. Only then did the old man go quiet. Saladin closed his eyes and pressed his head against the window and tried to find the last of sleep. Why not? He had lived this all 6
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before. This early morning was the same as last early morning and the mornings before that. They would go to the barracks, where there would be some tension about an escaped Kurd farmer who had gone to Turkey or started a rebel faction in the mountains. They would go to his plot of land, wake his wife, demand to know where the guns or men were hiding, and after an hour of shouts and accusations and threats of violence, his father would lose steam and step off to some shade to smoke a cigarette and let Ali tidy what blankets and feed bowls and shoe piles had been upset in the lazy raid. If the wife was a fierce woman, as was common in the mountains, she followed them around and cursed the captain, called him a traitorous Kurd in humiliating service to the Shah. If she was exceptionally upset or exceptionally brave, she spat each time she said his name. Saladin waited in the cab of the truck, doors closed and windows rolled up, and watched it all like a movie with faint sound. Either way they always made it back to the barracks for the midday meal, followed by the idle afternoons that Saladin spent pestering the new cadet from Tehran with incessant questions. Are the cinemas bigger? How much bigger? Are they louder? How loud? And Ali presented their father with long, respectful arguments about the Kurdish cause and the Shah’s most recent harassments and politely questioned the old man’s confusing loyalties. But, Baba, Ali would always ask, if you are a Kurd, why do you police the Kurds? How come you answer to the Shah? Why does the Shah hate us so? Their father rarely answered, and if he did, it was brief. One day you will understand, Ali jaan. One day all of this will become clear. And then he would light a cigarette and fill the afternoon with a long classical poem that quieted the barracks and 7
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stopped the old janitor in the middle of his slow chores. Yes. Yes, Agha Captain. That is how I remember it.You sing it just like your father sang it, God save his soul. On the morning they woke to shouts, nothing happened as it had happened before and Saladin woke from his half sleep against the truck window to find the streets in front of the barracks crowded with new trucks and jeeps and revolutionary guards, bearded men no older than Ali and somehow even more serious. They followed their father inside and no one stopped to salute him, to bid him good morning or to take his hat. All available bodies were occupied in the ordered busyness required to take apart the barracks and dismantle the hanging guns and ammunition and flags that had forever decorated the walls.The large painting of the king had been taken down and slashed three times, in perfect diagonal cuts that matched the direction of his many-colored sashes. Saladin walked to the painting. Up close the man was as ugly as he had been from afar. His eyes were snake set, and the artist could not pull any nobility from the shape of his head. Saladin remembered the day the portrait arrived, its first hanging on the high hook, the fanfare and courteous applause from the men who gathered nervously around their new police captain and his two young, light-eyed sons. At their father’s desk a mullah sat reading.When the family stood before him, he did not look up from his work, and when he did, he caught Saladin’s eye. His voice was a disinterested whisper. Do you think we have done a good job with the painting? Saladin faced the mullah and said nothing. He was of middle age with a round head and a beard that seemed to stretch down from 8
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beneath his eyeballs all the way to the bottom of his neck. He wore his tall, gray turban wrapped tightly around his forehead, not loose and high at the hairline as was the Kurdish fashion. As he stood to walk toward them, great quantities of cleaned and ironed black fabric folded and unfolded around his legs. He took their father’s hand and kissed him once on each cheek. Khoshamadeem. It will be helpful for us to know that you and your family stand behind the Ayatollah. His voice was fresh and certain and he kept the old man’s hand pressed between his. Their father looked down and spoke to the floor. Of course. The mullah dropped their father’s hand. Of course what, Captain? Be specific.These are not casual times. Of course my sons and I know the time of the Shah is over. Of course. Everyone must know. To hear obedience from a mouth that had only ever given orders! Saladin looked away from it, from his father and the mullah and the old, familiar room that was beginning to lose solidity and shape. He focused on his feet, where by accident he had put on the Italian shoes he was saving for America. He cursed himself, the work he’d have to do to clean and polish them, and stared at the shined black boots of the revolutionary guards as they stepped over the edges and ends of furniture they had kicked about and tossed aside. Next to him his brother wore sneakers as if for a game of soccer. Saladin stepped back to see his brother whole, to see him react to the odd events of this early morning, and Ali was as Ali had always been, tall with a straight spine, the muscles of his shoulders and chest spread 9
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broadly and to great effect. But for his face, everything was the same. Saladin looked carefully at his brother’s profile. What was normally solemn or indifferent was stiff now, braced through the mouth and jaw and brows by a cold and ready defiance. Saladin recognized the attitude from moments just before his brother entered a race or a fight or some quick assault. Saladin felt the spit dry in his mouth and the last of sleep left him, as did the last of dreams, wants and plans. Once he was empty and hollow, in swept fear. Fear of the day to come, the single-minded guards, the whispering mullah, of his father, just kissed, and of his own brother beside him, at ease in the chaos. He felt Ali’s body pulse with vigor and determination of unknown quantities as he stood silent beside Saladin, tall and strong, like a new rifle loved and cared for and not yet fired. It fell to their father to read the names over the mosque megaphone. He called out the list and ordered the men to come alone. Without families. For questioning. Arez, the electronics repairman. Babak and Biran, the truck drivers who went back and forth to Turkey and sometimes sold German futbols. Ahmed, the baker famous for his hot-stone bread. Soran who played both the daf and the electric guitar better than anything on the radio . . . Saladin knew them by their sons and their Salaam on the street and the occasional smiles if the day was warm or a pretty girl had just passed. They were a little less than strangers, and he could not tell what association they held to bind them together on this list, to bring them all, tired eyed and curious, to the wet square at the center of town where the mullah ordered them to stand in a single 10
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line, shoulder to shoulder, and announce themselves. Name. Profession. Last trip over the border. Identity. Saladin’s stomach dropped. He understood now how the men were connected to each other. Each was young. Each was known to travel often to Turkey and Iraq for business or family. Each was a man who, depending on the day, might say he was Kurdish but not Iranian, or Kurdish and Iranian, but never Iranian and Iranian alone. Saladin looked at the sky, as if to see what kind of day this was going to be. The morning clouds had cleared and a clean sun danced brilliantly over the blue tiles of the fountain at the edge of the square. A handful of sparrows perched on the lip of the fountain, and Saladin waited for them to sing, but they flew off as the mullah’s questions turned to shouts: Name! Loyalty! The business of your last border crossing! The eleven men said nothing, and the mullah took quick steps around the line of them and then stood very still next to Saladin’s father. In the angry silence Babak spoke. I am Babak. Truck driver. Just yesterday I came from Tiblis with a shipment of flour.You can check my papers, my ID card, my vehicle records. And? the mullah asked. I am a Kurd. The mullah nodded. Why? Saladin turned to his brother, incredulous. Don’t they know? Ali stared ahead with blank eyes and nodded his head in agreement each time a man answered Kurd. If that is the Ayatollah’s question, then this is the answer. But . . . 11
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Ali shook his head. Saladin jaan, how long before you understand your own fate? At seventeen you still don’t understand that if you are a Kurd, you can never be anything else . . . Such a shame . . . The mullah requested a location, discreet and out of the way. Saladin and Ali’s father named a valley a distance from the town where they had gone to hunt as boys. The old man spent those afternoons showing them the slow ways to walk and fast ways to look so they could find and shoot the grouse that darted through the high grass. When they were old enough, they came back alone to get lost in the maze of old trails that cut through the canyons and kept them trapped in long games of hide-and-seek, build-and-destroy, fightand-escape. Here, Saladin first felt the strange nature of time, the way hours compressed into seconds and seconds could reach out and stretch into eons by the simple sensations of joy and fear. In these canyons too he learned that brothers, in play and game, could be everywhere and nowhere at once. They were always late home, and when they met their mother’s hard glare, Ali could never tell her where they had been, and Saladin could not, no matter how well bribed, explain how the time had passed. The morning they followed their father and the guards, the mullah and the captured, into the secreted valley, time passed in that same strange way. One moment eleven Kurdish men stood in a huddle, eyes open and hands tied, and the next moment they stood blindfolded, lined up shoulder to shoulder. One moment eleven revolutionary guards stood before them, rifles alongside their legs, and the next instant the soldiers knelt, rifles propped on their shoulders and one eye snapped shut. There was the year of 12
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the mullah’s walk between the two lines, the decade of their father’s cigarette and the eternity Saladin spent mourning his mud-caked shoes. If there was a keeper of this odd time, it was a young man with two cameras. The photographer moved lightly among them, snap snap snap, and would, with his photographs, push the morning out longer than the seconds or minutes or hours it held in actual time. Saladin watched as the photographer took one picture of the line of executioners and one of the line of near dead and another of the wet mud between them. The mullah stood between the lines like a gray pillar. He said nothing and ran two fingers and a thumb through his thick beard, and after a time everyone stood still and ready and in silence. The mullah dropped his hands and held them open like a book. Then, from empty palms, he read. This afternoon you have been found guilty for the crimes of firearm trafficking to Kurdish nationalist rebels to the west, a violation of the laws of the Islamic Republic that merits instant execution. As you were under the Shah, violent, aggressive, vainglorious, you have exhibited yourself at the dawn of the Islamic Republic, and we will let your deaths serve as examples to your sons. Let them know the righteous path of the devoted heart lies with the Ayatollah Khomeini, and that all other associations and their subsequent actions are Mozzafir-al-den. The mullah folded his palms together, steadied his gaze. Then an enormous rage opened in his face just long enough for him to shout, Atash! And on that order eleven shots fired out from eleven barrels, as somewhere in the sky, a million threads were cut and the 13
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Kurdish men dropped to the valley floor like puppets, useless and tossed aside. Saladin’s knees shook and his eyes blurred, but he tried not to fall as the men had just fallen. He pushed himself up and forced his ears to place the echoes of gunshots as they bounced back and forth along the high rock walls, bang bang bang with the same playful volley of thunder. In the silence that followed, time stood still for everyone to see what was: A man shot in the head. A man shot just under the eye. A man shot in the neck. A man shot in the chest. Another man shot beneath the collarbone. Another in the forehead. Another in the hand that he held over his heart, blood spouting from the hand and from the heart. A man with a wound to his mouth and blood for words. And at the far end a man shot in the waist, still moving, his mouth beneath the blindfold taking in air, letting out whatever sounds came, his feet most alive, kicking and carving shapes into the thick mud. The mullah approached the family. Agha Captain. The pistols. Do you have them? And his father drew out two pistols, one from his holster on his belt and one from the inside of his jacket. The mullah did not speak, and in this slow time they stood there, four men and two guns. The mullah nodded his head in the direction of Saladin and Ali. It is your turn. We must ensure that the convicted die, it is only humane. The mullah turned to their father. 14
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If your sons complete this task, we will know all is well. If your sons are cowards, then that is a matter that will not last beyond today. Their father nodded. With steady hands he lit a cigarette and looked toward the mountains. Pesar-eh man. We have discussed what you must do, and now you must do it . . .These are complicated times . . . The mullah continued for him. Your baba is correct. We must know that there are only devoted men under the Ayatollah. Men devoted to this new Iran and nothing else. If there were tears, Saladin did not feel them on his face. Like his limp hands and weak knees, his face was out of his control. All his senses had rushed to aid his imagination, which was busy taking stock of a life that ended today, this bright spring morning, at seventeen, before his first sex, before his life as a man, in America, on his own. He saw the gun and his father’s fallen face. He saw himself dead on the valley floor. He saw, beneath it all, his dirty shoes and knew that if his life was to take a direction, a step that would continue the days after today until they turned into the days of life where Saladin would be a happy stranger, no longer a brother or a son or a Kurd, all thought must stop. He must not think. Saladin let his mind go blank, and time picked up tremendous speed, and one minute his hand was empty and the next it was full with the gun taken off the palm of a father who looked away. Saladin’s weak knees were strong now as he walked out to the line of dead and pointed and aimed and shot four times at dead flesh or wet earth or whatever was near until he stood with a numb hand above the 15
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still-live man whose blindfold had slipped off such that he could stare at Saladin, eyes to eyes. It was Babak.The gun fell from Saladin’s hand, and with it, time fell off its fast rails and slowed. Saladin heard the shush of the mullah’s robes as he paced about Saladin’s father and brother, and the fury that rang through his voice. Captain! What is this mess? Finish your work here! Show me! The mullah shouted the order once, and the dying man twisted his body and pushed his face and all its agony farther into the mud. Saladin sobbed above him and could not, for all his newfound strength, unlock his eyes to see the scene of a mullah who yelled at a father who wished for his son to kill, simply kill, so that the father could go home, to smoke, to bed, to die. Without Saladin’s eyes on it, the movie of this life played out in sound alone, and Saladin heard his father clear his throat. Ali. It is just as we do to the pigeons who cannot fly, to the goats who break their legs. It is God’s kindness. Take the gun. So it can be finished. And with that all time opened up and generations rushed between father and son. Great-grandfathers from the beginning of their bloodline and unborn great-grandsons from far into the future roamed around the first man of these mountains who willed to make a son, to keep a son alive for the sake of more sons. I will not. Not for you. Not for this Khomeini. It is against my blood. Ali’s voice had no tone. Ali jaan. Do you love this land? His father asked with cold control. Yes, Baba. More than you. Then do as they ask. Do it for the shape of this new country, to 16
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tell the new Ayatollah that the Kurds are loyal. Or put us all in danger, the Kurds, me, your brother, these mountains. Ali, take the gun, or forget it all, your home, your sisters, your life as a man here. I will tell the town to forget my first son. The dying man panted in steady, even breaths. The bullet hole just above his hip surged blood, and Saladin stared at the great red life as it spilled out of him. He imagined himself reaching down to press into the open wound and save the life, but never bent to do it, never had a chance to stain his hand. A close shot blistered the silence, then another and a third. Saladin waited for his own blood to pour, for a pain to sear him, but all that came was the weak spasm of a kick from the dying man, and Ali’s fast, strong hand and ready shout. Come! Come on! There was a sharp jerk to Saladin’s shoulder and arm, and he felt his brother’s straight, fast pull and his feet coming unstuck from the mud. Bodo! Hurry! Time ran quickly and the brothers ran alongside it, one moment clamoring over the next so what was true seconds ago—Saladin stuck in the mud, the not-dead man as Ali’s hands wrapped around a pistol, shooting at the guards until three fell—was now past, and the new truth was Saladin and Ali, hand in hand, away from the bodies and quickly behind the closest boulders and then quickly through a tight crevasse so narrow they ran single file and became boys again, one fast in front of the other, escaping some storied force of death or dishonor that hunted them on the valley floor. Behind them the story went like this: a furious mullah yelled at 17
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guards who were young again, inept and afraid and unable to give proper chase or load spent rifles or fire at the brothers who were now gone, sucked deeply into the veins of trails unchanged since their childhood days. Behind them a father was kicked to the ground, a boot to his chest, no words off his lips. Behind them a send-off party of murderers. Not once did Saladin look back, hopeful for the music, dancing or well-wishes, but took the only celebrations available: the life in his lungs, his fast feet and, far ahead, the lacy chirp of birds. Saladin ran toward their song and then ran faster so to see them, so to know that somewhere in the high, happy calls, it was just as he’d planned it, the lift of his soul after takeoff , the lightness, the fated escape. The fate of escape. Days, weeks, maybe months later, the fate of Saladin’s escape is to be failed by his feet. The same feet that rushed the brothers up and out of the valley, fold and trip beneath him. He stumbles down the steep tongue of the cargo plane like a fool. Cocooned against the cold hull for seven? twelve? fifteen? hours, his body is crumpled and sore. When he reaches the tarmac, there is relief in the flat concrete and the hot, bright air. Jeeps and hangars and winged machines are all around him, but not one sign of welcome. Nothing says California. Los Angeles. Welcome, Saladin. And for these first minutes it is his fate to wonder, Have I arrived? Where have I arrived to? This is not how it he planned it, the end of all running and the beginning of home. 18
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He shouts up into the dark hull of the cargo plane, Ali! Ali! Come out! We’re here. Nothing answers and nothing moves. From underneath the cockpit a man approaches and shouts out, Hey! Then once more, with a quicker step: Hey! Saladin waves at him as if he belongs here and walks away from the plane, and he is running now, running again, easily and familiarly, from these past weeks. He passes oil trucks and netted boxes of freight and empty buildings and eventually runs in the direction of a far fence and the empty street beyond it. Just as it was in the valley, it is here, and the fate of escape is to never look back, for fear of the man who chases you, for fear your brother is not right behind.
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THE WALKING By Laleh Khadivi
‘Bold and beautiful ... Khadivi’s language is sensuous and rich’ Financial Times on The Age of Orphans
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First published in Great Britain 2013 Copyright Š 2013 by Laleh Khadivi The moral right of the author has been asserted No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the Publisher except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews Bloomsbury Circus is an imprint of Bloomsbury Publishing Plc 50 Bedford Square, London WC1B 3DP www.bloomsbury.com www.bloomsburycircus.com Bloomsbury Publishing, London, New Delhi, New York and Sydney A CIP catalogue record for this book is available from the British Library ISBN 978 1 4088 1484 0 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 Typeset by Hewer Text UK Ltd, Edinburgh Printed and bound in Great Britain by CPI Group (UK) Ltd, Croydon CR0 4YY
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