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“When you can recognize a pattern, you can change an outcome. Change a pattern in your own life, you change your whole life. But I tell you the truth, the only pattern worth repeating is kindness.”
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Cooper Mickelson
The Perishing, by Natashia Deón, is a novel that sat on my shelf for almost a year before I felt the pull to read it. The cover is elegant, the author praised, and the synopsis intriguing, yet something kept me from picking it up. Although I'm upset with myself for not diving into this story the moment I had it in my hands, I think I ended up reading The Perishing at the perfect time for me. This beautiful, heartbreaking, and critical novel isn't the book that every reader will expect it to be from the description alone. Nonetheless, it deserves to be read. Lou, our protagonist, gains consciousness naked and alone in a Los Angeles alley, and from the moment she recognizes her existence, she's in danger. This awakening is not only the beginning of our story but the beginning of Lou's journey toward self-discovery.
Lou is immortal, and the life that begins for her in this dark alley in 1930 is the one where Lou ultimately reclaims her "self" and unlocks the memories of her past lives. It takes some time for the reader to find their footing at the novel's start. We jump between the 1930s and 2102 relatively often, and the confusion felt by Lou as she grapples with her identity and situation is so accurately portrayed through Deón's writing that it transfers seamlessly to the reader. As Lou grows more comfortable in her life, the plot becomes easier to follow. After graduating high school, Lou gets a job at the "death desk" of the Los Angeles Times, where she is in charge of writing obituaries. Through this, Lou discovers her calling as a writer; to emphasize how Black lives matter by capturing and conveying their beauty within their final stories.
